It is 3:48 AM right now. But what matter is that really. By the time you read it its never going to be that time ever again. The world is constantly changing but one thing thats always certain is the time. The time will never change. Even though...its constantly changing. What the point is is that Hip Hop Harry should be on in about 10 minutes and i havent seen it since the sweet summery time. And i miss it. And it reminds me of insanity. Im just wasting time till it comes on. Frick i forgot to watch Kenny vs Spenny last night. Damn. I just got home a half hour ago. And i seem to be listening to radiohead right now. Cool. Sooo coool. Im no longer afraid to talk to myself in public. I converse with myself. I discuss the current situation and how i am feeling about it. Outloud to myself. People like to say they talk to themselves all the time. But you know what, i dont think alot of you actually do. I think alot of people try to make themselves seem alot weirder then they actually are, but still sustain a normal looking mannor. You want to seem crazy, but you want to be accepted for it, but that -oh forget it. Im just being rude. You can do what ever you want to do. Its just..See the thing is. Heres the thing. When i dont think something is right. I usually say so. I really do say so. But I dont think im making people feel sad in the process. But i probably am. Its a bold thing to state your very own individual opinion. I really like radiohead. I dont hate you society. I know alot of people hate you, but dont listen to them. You can be who ever you want to be, society. Who do i hate. Oh I do hate some people. But its not really hate. Its extreme sadness for the person they allowed themselves to be. I dont think people are born ass holes. I think there is definatly a good person in everyone. And i can usually see it and have sympathy for it. Sympathy for the kind hearted person trapped under all the lonely nights. Im like those teachers. All those teachers that see potential in everyone. But so much of the world is held back by eachother. Humans greatest fear are themselves. Fellow humans. Dont you understand? We are all doing the same thing here. We all feel emotion. We all just want to have fun. We all want to live. That is not understood yet? We should have more fear in the house hold cat for godsake! Why is it easier to be ourselves around animals rather then humans. What the hell are animals! Why cant we understand what they are saying or implying. What are they seeing and what are they telling their friends. Its terrifying!
DO THE HARRY! coming up next.
Well this has been interesting. I read peoples blogs all the time. And alot of people seem to transform in their blogs. Transform into a much more emotionally extreme version of themselves. Can i say that for myself right now? How many people have i depressed right now with my rantings. Myself? You know what. I did kind of depress myself a bit. But hip hop harrys making me feel better now. But. also sad because i seen this one already. Anyway, Oh whats the point. Oh woe. Oh woe tell me the point of this manifest. What is the point if no one is there. What is the point if no one is reading my thoughts. That is the point. So just cheer up.
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hoo-rah
blehh. another sunday afternoon...
too bad its saturday.
