"But me, I'm a single cell on the serpent's tongue. There's a muddy field where a garden was, and I'm glad you got away but I'm still stuck out here, my clothes are soaking wet from your brother's tears. And I never thought this life was possible, you're the yellow bird that I've been waiting for. The end of paralysis, I was a statuette. Now I'm drunk as hell on a piano bench, and when I press the keys it all gets reversed. The sound of loneliness makes me happier."
+ stampede tuesday.
+ vancouver/vancouver island july 17th
+ rain
+ 26 days left
- 26 days left
- not completely back just yet.
About You
1.Do you think you were raised well?
yeah, for the most part.
2. Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
absolutely.
3. How do you handle stress?
keep it bottled up, probably not the best thing to do, or write/draw.
4. How would you spend your last day alive?
i'd tell everyone what i really thought of them, go somewhere i'd always wanted to, spend time with my family and friends.
5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?
i hide things well, but i feel guilty about it.
6. If there was true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other what would you choose?
true love! then run across the street and grab the money.
7. If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with?
that's really hard....i don't know, my mom probably.
8. If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends die who would you choose?
oh man, maybe a very distant cousin that i never see.
9. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member?
never.
10. What is the worst thing you've ever done that your parents DON'T know about?
like i'm going to tell you...
The Love Stuff
1. Do you think you know the meaning of love?
not at the moment.
2. The last time you kissed someone, was it someone you see yourself with?
no.
3. Whats the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
having someone that you love and that loves you and knowing that there's someone there for you no matter what. lol corny.
4. If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?
no.
5. Do you see yourself ever being with someone you've been with before?
no.
The Random Stuff
1. Do you spend time with the same people always.. or new people?
i am always with the same people, but new people usually are added on occasionally, and then they become regulars haha.
2. Do you think best friends can be replaced?
they always are, but you never forget about them, then some last.
3. Name 5+ people *not family* that you can tell ANYTHING to:
there's no one that i tell absolutely everything to.
3. Are you the type that would rather stay at other people's houses or have them at yours?
a balance, as long as i can remember it's always been people coming to my house, and that gets annoying.
4. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
um not sure, i don't know if i've ever been 100% happy.
5. Where was your nexopia picture taken?
my basement.
6. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
hard to say, but generally probably not.
7. What is your favorite color?
purple.
8. What do you do when you have a bad day?
read, write, draw, seclude myself.
9. Do you believe exes can really ever be "just friends"?
yes.
10. Who messaged you last?
logan or brett.
11. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
i don't even know.
12. If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
possibly.
14. Are you quick to start a fight?
no, i'm usually the mediator haha, but if provoked enough yeah i'll go.
15. Do your parents really know you?
kind of.
16. Lyrics stuck in your head?
none.
17. Are you tired?
very.
18. Any friends you'd like to tell how much you appreciate them?
yes, all of them.
20. Last time you walked farther than one block?
yesterday.
Off The Wall Questions
1. What curse word do you use the most?
fuck.
2. Do you own an iPod?
you bet.
3. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep?
no, my parents won't let me even though i don't get to sleep until three.
4. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
probably chocolate.
5. When was the last time you had starbucks?
sometime in the winter.
6. Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
probably.
7. Is anyone in love with you?
maybe, wouldn't know.
8. Ever cry in public?
never.
9. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoo?
not really, maybe in the future.
10. What's the weather like?
cool i'm assuming, i'm in the basement i wouldn't know.
11. Would you ever date anyone covered in tattoos?
sure.
12. Do you pay attention to the calories in the package/box?
occasionally.
13. Do you use sarcasm?
haha always.
14. Do you get along better with the same sex or the opposite?
opposite sex, my two best friends are guys, but a mix is nice.
15. Do you watch the news?
sometimes.
16. How did you get one of your scars?
wiping out hcore on my bike.
17. Who was the last person to make you mad?
my mom lol.
1. I am so incredibly bored right now. Last two days my plans have gotten canceled and both times I could have gone and done something had I known earlier.
2. Blah, I'm nervous for tomorrow, but I'll be glad to get it over with and know what's wrong.
3. I'm almost done my book, this report will be a lot easier than I assumed.
4. I'm looking forward to zoo lights.
5. I hope that my holidays get better from here.
01.Where were you born in the world? here, calgary
02. Do you still remain there? yeah
03. Do you have any foreign blood in you? (if so, elaborate) uuuum no?
04. What year were you born in? 1994
05. Were you early, on time or late? i don't know
06. Looking back, do you believe you had an easygoing childhood? yeah
07. Was it a happy one and full of great memories? yes
08. Or - does your childhood pain you to even think about? no, not really, just missing things.
09. What particular birthdays stand out? hmm, not really any, maybe when i was like seven and went to butterfield acres or whatever.
010. Did your parents throw parties for you and invite all your friends? yeah
011. How old were you when you started school? 4, or whatever's one year younger than the other kids
012. Did you look forward to it or did your mother have to drag you there kicking and screaming? i don't remember
013. What subjects did you enjoy in these periods? art, la, math, not social though, idk lol it was fucking elementary
014. What activities and hobbies did you enjoy outside school? soccer, sleeping bag wars LOL, making videos, drawing, make believe
I was HUGE on make believe.
015. Were you very active or did you spend most time sitting in front of the TV? I was pretty active, average kid probably
016. How old were you when you learned how to ride a bike? don't know
017. What were your favourite toys? HAHA trading cards, gameboy advance, like action figures, i was a huge tomboy.
018. How old were you when you started puberty? HAHAHAHAHA no.
019. Did you start before all your friends or after? I don't know ...
020. How have you changed since those early days? I don't play make believe games, I don't hang out with the people I used to, I don't really ski anymore, I still like some things from then though lol
021. Are you a social outcast or outgoing? i'm very shy, but i wouldn't say outcast
even though my mom calls me an "antisocial hermit"
022. Would you say you were intelligent? yeah lol
023. Do you want to do well and get a good job? yes
024. Or are you more of a traditionalist - would you want to be a housewife bringing up your family? not really
025. How old are you now? 14
026. Do you still feel like a kid or are you more mature than most kids your age? a bit of both i think
027. What are your current ambitions? art and writing
028. Do you think they will change or will you get what you want in life? i don't think they'll change, and i don't know if i'll get what i want
029. What would be the perfect career for you? hmmm an author? and do my own cover art or pictures in the book
030. What do you plan to study in college or university? art n english prob
031. Do you think you are more academically minded or just clever? both i suppose
032. Do you like to think you are unique? yeah
033. Do you loathe the idea of conforming, like just being another victim of fashion? it doesn't bother me a whole lot
034. Are you open minded? fairly
035. Will you be friends with anyone, despite the way they dress etc? probably
036. Don’t you just hate cliques and labels? i don't really care
037. Are you still in education? (If so, what school) high school
038. Do you want to travel the world? yeeeeeah
039. Where would you most like to go and why? europe, just because it really appeals to me
040. Does religion play any role in your life? no
041. What do you think of Christianity - do you believe that Jesus really existed? i don't know, i don't really care
042. What would be your worst nightmare? hmm, i don't know
043. Has it ever come true? no
044. Do you dream a lot? yeah hahahaha
045. Do you think that your dreams are important - do they inspire you in anyway? my dreams are random bullshit, maybe they mean something, i doubt it, they make me laugh though
046. Do you speak any other languages? a bit of french
047. Do you think it would be interesting or fun to make up your own language? i think i tried to once
048. Do you have a vivid imagination? haha fuck yeah
049. What are you most frightened of? public speaking
050. Are you an active person - or are you lazy? hmm, average i think
051. What is your favourite form of exercise? swimming, badminton, walking, skating's fun
052. What are your favourite things to do when you have spare time? draw, write, hang out with friends
053. What do you love to do but never have the time? pretty much everything in the previous question
054. Are your parents strict with you? sometimes, not crazy but not slack
055. Do you have any piercings? no
056. If not, do you want any? not really
057. What are your goals as of now? idk keep my plans for today
058. What are you most looking forward to this month? christmas, zoo lights, new years, just hanging out
059. Do you live life to the full? um sometimes
060. Have you ever been seriously ill? i dunno pretty sick? not terminal or anything
061. Do you find life too difficult at times? idk
062. Have you ever been diagnosed with depression? yeah
063. Does music play an important part in your life? sure
064. What kind of music do you choose to listen to? i like a lot of different genres but i like music that has emotion -_\\
065. Where are your favourite places to be by yourself, besides your bedroom? basement, my house in general, walking the dog in the park thing across my street
066. Do you believe in love and soul mates? first sure second meh
067. Are you a romantic sort of person who wants their knight in shining armour? hahaha idk
068. Do you believe in yourself? yeah mostly
069. Do you have low self esteem? not really
070. Do you spend a lot of time hating yourself? (if so, why?) idk sometimes but not really
071. Do you give good advice to people? i like to think so
072. If I asked you to describe yourself in words, what words would you give me? um creative, artistic, funny, nice, shy, quiet....haha
073. What do you hate? public speaking, really hot weather, lag
074. Who are your best friends? logan and brett
075. Do you like to express yourself through writing or art? hehehe ya
