Well I tried, I tried to be open to you, tried to give you a chance, but fuck that, I know you only are hanging with me to get laid, which won't ever happen, and as much as my brother has hated people, he has never told us that someone was using me to get laid, and he did today, I know it's not a joke, and you also proved yourself today, kinda hurts to think about it honestly ugh where did all the nice guys go?

You honestly are the first person to ever make me
Feel like I wanna throw up every time I see a picture of you. You are such a fake
I can't even believe it! Like common miss goody good, I hear you have sleep
Overs with guys, different guys may I add all the time, an ya I won't do that. I'm sorry tht I was suck a guy off the first date you you would. Your a whore end
Of story. And a fake

So honestly I am going to stress one thing. Something even I wasn't very good at and didn't understand. So when a guy or girl is dating someone people need to learn to leave them the fuck alone. Like what are we twelve? I've learned that honestly that If someone has a girlfriend or a boyfriend it's usually because of out side people thy cause the break up. People didn't respect the fact that yes he was my boyfriend so yes we didn't end up together still, but yes we are together now, and honestly you chicks who don't care, grow up, you had your chance now fuck off oh and don't get pissy when you pour your heart out and the guy don't feel the same, don't say well- you could have told me, because honestly he didn't like you so get the message.and yes I will be a bitch and kiss my boyfriend right in front of you, and I dare you to give me those dirty glares, your only jealous. Another point don't believe everything you hear there are such things as rumors, I wouldn't dare cheat on my man ever, I ain't that disrespectful, so stop going around for 3 months saying I did, because hunny you don't know shit people honestly need to learn to grow up an respect not only yourself but other people as well, honestly. I can't stress it enough, and I'm saying this from the person who has not respected a relationship, and then learned from it. Your either going to end up hert broken Or with a broken face, so you choose

Oohh baby my boyfriend,
It's weird to look at my life almost 7 months ago and seeing that we were only friends you were my physics buddy my teacher pree much, and then we went snowboarding together which absolutely changed everything about us, that was the turning point if us, sure I liked you long before that, but we were friends that's all I ever thought we'd be, then snowboarding something happened, maybe a spark or something because after that day I couldn't go an hour without texting you. I was practically addicted. Then bout four months ago, we went snowboarding again, and that's where we officially started dating. It's crazy to think that we have suuch different lifestyles and families yet somehow we fit almost perfectly together, <3 Andy I love you to death, <3

What kinda best friend tells he's best friends boyfriend your cheating on him, when your not?! Yur such an attention seeking whore, like common you lie about almost everything you do, don't Fucking try and lie to my boyfriend to. I'm loyal as fuck!

It's hard to look back at life.
Honestly everything that use to happen, especially things you miss
For an example, I remember having my ex boyfriend over and we'd cuddle and nap until my parents came home then he'd go to bed in the basement,
That doesn't happen anymore,
and even my ex and my crazy wresting that we use to do, so much fun, but now it's unheard of
I'm not saying that I don't like how things are now, I just wish I could have things work out in a way that I can still act exactly the same around different people, including friends,
My friends have changed so much over the last years or two, some of the friends I use to see everyday I think are stuck uo bitches, just saying, and the people I hang around with all the time, aren't crazy partier likes my old ones, there quite well behaved, obviously it isn't a bad thing but where did all my fun go?
I love my friends to death all of them, but somedays I wish it was different, that I was out by rocky partying my butt of till 3AM coming home having my man stay the night, or even having crazy photo booby pictures take ALL the time,
I don't do it anymore,
I even lost my bestfreinds this year, and I kinda sucks, I wish I could Change it, and yes I lost BOTH my best friends, but in all the rough I met new ones, and I even met people who everyday make my life, people I can depend on, people that actually care, I can have strong feeling about someone yet not have to go to far with it, I learn new things

Well what can I say, somedays I just wanna got back and be that old person again, but then I look and realize that even tho I'm different my friends are different my hearts the same, this is where I belong now and that's okay with me

Had a blast at kelsie's party she's a beautiful young woman
Got pree dang drunk too *^^

Iiakomi = im okaii