im a goth but i dont worship the devil and sacrific anything. i dont think about people who talk behind my back and saying crap.




I'm Alive
never again will i be dishonored
and never again will i be reminded
of living within the world of the jaded
they kill inspiration, its my obligation
to never again, allow this to happen
where do i begin, the chices are endless
denying the sin
my art, my redemption
i carry the tourch of my fathers before me
the thing i treasure most in life
cannot be taken away
there will never be a reason why
i surrender to your advice
to change myself, i'd rather die
though they will not understand
i wont mae the greatest sacrifice
you cant predict where the outcome lies
you'll never take me alive
I'm alive
change again cannot be considered
rage again dispelling my anger
where do i begin the choices are endless
my art, my redemption
my only salvation
i carry the gift that i have been blessed with
my soulis adrift in oceans of maddness
reapiring the rift that you have created
i am not alone brothers give me your arms now
the thing i treasure most in life
cannot be taken away
there will be no reason why
i will surrender to your advice
to change myself, i'd rather die
though they will not understand
i wont make the greatest sacrifice
you cant predict where the outciome lies
you'll never take me alive
I'm alive
im no slave are you feeling brave
or have you gone out of your mind
no more games it wont feel the same
if i hold the anger inside
thers no meaning my soul is bleeding
ive had enough of your kind one suggestion use your discretion
before you label meblind
the thing i treasure most in live
cannot be taken away from me
there will be no reason why
i will surrender to your advice
to change myself, i'd rather die
though they will not understand
i wont make the greatest sacrifice
you cant predict where the outcome lies
youll never make me alive
i'm alive


What is your full name? Ryleigh michelle Marie Mullins
1.Nicknames:ry, m amd m
2.B-day:Nov 5
3.Age:16
4.Sex:female
5.Where do you live?hell
6.What school?Massaponax high
7.Siblings and their ages:Erica(27 and jenny (25) and julie(17)
8.Pets:3 cats, 1 don, 3 birds, and 2 horses
9.Zodiac Sign:Scorpio
10.Righty or Lefty?righty
**********YOUR LOOKS**********
11.Hair color:natural is dark brown now is black with neon red
12.Eye color:brown
13.Height:5'6
14.Do you wear contacts or glasses?both
15.Peircings?None want them though
16.Where do you want more?lip
17.Do you have a tatoo?no
18.Do you wear rings? yea
19.What type of fashion do you wear? black
20.How are you today? sad and wanna kill
21.What does your hair look like?hair lengh to sholders
22.What are you wearing?black tank top and pants from hot topic
23.What song are you listening to? the kill by 30 seconds to mars
24.What was the last thing you ate? ice cream
25.How is the weather right now? its midnight
26.The last person you talked to on the phone?blase and julie
27.Last dream you can remember? people dyin
28.Who are you talking to right now? myself
29.What time is it? 28 minutes past midnight
30.What are the last four digits of your phone number? 1006
31.If you were a crayon what color would you be? red, black or any neon color
32.Do you like the person who sent you this? iyes
33.How do you eat an oreo? 1 bite
34.Whats the next cd you are going to buy? dunno wat ever i want
35.Whats the best advice ever given to you? dunno
36.Have you ever won any special awards? no
37.What are your future goals?i dunno
38.Do you like to dance? alone
39.Whats the stupidest thing you have ever done? pierced my lip and break in my old house
40.Whats your favorite memory? dont know the day i kissed blase i guess
41.If you could change 1 thing about yourself what would it be? everything
42.Where do you shop the most? Hot Topic
43.How many kids do you want to have? 1 or 2
44.Son's names: blase
45.Daughter's names: merendith
46.Do you do drugs? no
47.Do you drink? not much
48.What type of shampoo and conditioner do u use? wat ever is close
49.What are you most scared of? being alone
50.What sport do you hate the most? all sports unless u count street fighting a sport
51.How many tv's do you have in your house?3 or 4
52.Do you have one? i have 2 in my room now
53.How many phone lines: 1
54.Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no i sleep with real animals
55.Who do you dream about? mostly nightmares and nothing sometimes
56.Who do you tell your dreams to? my sister and bf
57.Who are the loudest friends you have?all of my friends are
58.Who are the quietest?dont think i have one
59.Is cheerleading a sport? yes sadly
60.How many liks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop?i dunno i bite through them lol
****YOU AND LOVE*******
61.Do you believe in love?Yes
62.Do you have a girlfriend or boyfriend?yes
63.Do you have a crush?Yes
64.Who? a couple of guys but they compare to my bf now
65.Do you believe in love at first sight?yea sort of
66.Where would you like to go on your honeymoon?hawaii
67.Whats the first thing you notice about a person of the opposite sex? his personality
68.Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with? blase
69.Do you find yourself attractive?no
70.Do you find yourself ugly?yes
71.Do others find you attractive?some say yes
72.Are you a virgin?yes
*****ON GUYS FOR GIRLS TO FILL OUT(only girls)**** 73 - 86
****ON GIRLS FOR GUYS TO FILL OUT(guys only)*****
87.Painted nails or not?
88.Regular or sports bra?
89.Cute n' mysterious or Wild n' sexy?
90.Dark or blonde hair?
91.Curly or straight hair?
92.Dark, light, or crazy eyes?
93.Long or short nails?
94.Hat or no hat?
95.Good or bad girl?
96.Hair up or down?
97.Jewlery or none?
98.Tall or Short?
99.Accent or no accent?
100.Pants or dress?
101.Tan or fair?
102.Glasses?
103.Pretty indoor chick or crazy party chick?
104.Freckles or none?
105.Shy or outgoing?
106.Funny or always cool?
107.Talkative or shy?
*****PICK ONE:THIS OR THAT!***********
108.Lights on/off?Off
109.Sun or rain?rain
110.Scary or happy movies?Scary
111.On phone or in person?Person
112.Paper or plastic?Plastic
113.Pepperoni or sausage?either
114.Summer or winter?dont care
115.Hugs or kisses?Kisses
116.Milk,dark,or white chocolate?dont like chocolate
117.Root beer or dr.pepper?dr pepper
118.CD's or tapes?CD'S
119.Dogs or cats?cats
120.Mud or Jell-o wrestling?Jell-o
121.Vanillia or chocolate?vanilla
122.Skiing or boarding? Boarding
123.Day or night?night
124.Cake or pie?cake
125.Diamond or pearl?diamond
126.Sunset or sunrise?Sunset
********YOUR FAV'S************
127.Color?neon colors or blac
128.Food? mac and cheese
129.Fast food?Mc D's
130.Candy?starburst jellybeans
131.Beverage?soda
132.Ice cream flavor?vanilla
133.Sport?street fightin
134.Animal?black panther
135.Music? metal
136.Radio Station? 99.3
137.Song?too many
138.Group?again too many
139.Day of the year?Birthday
140.Month?november
141.Tv show?charmed
142.Store?Spencer and hot topic
143.Scent?coconut
144.Board game?life
145.Saying?Meh
***********HAVE YOU EVER?*********
146.Loved someone so much it made you cry?sure
147.Drank?yeah
148.Gotten dumped?no
149.Broke the law?yep
150.Ran from the cops?yep
151.Stole something?yep
152.Tried to kill yourself?yes
153.Made yourself throw up?yep
154.Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?hell ya
155.Do you love the person who sent you this?umm just a friend
156.What time is it now?46 minutes passed 12
157.How many times have you cried over a lost love?lost count
158.Do you like filling these out?umm there ol
159.Will you send it to your friends?sure y not
160.Are you glad its over?yes lol

1. LOVE HEAVY METAL
2. the bands i like r
Cradle of Filth
Seether
KoRn
Marliyn Manson
Trivium
Mudvayne
Metallica
Disturbed
Godsmack
The Used
Rob Zombie
White Zombie
My Chemical Romance
Nightwish
Averaged Sevenfold
the Starting Line
System of A Down
Averaged Sevenfold
Mist
P.O.D
The Offsprings
Smile Empty Soul
Slipknot
TRUSTCompany(they may not be heavymetal but there good)
HIM
Everclear
Emimem(i know i know he isnt heavy metal i still like him)
My Electric guitar

Favorite tv show and movies
Viva La Bam
Invader ZIM
The Nightmare before Christmas
The Crow
The Crow:City of Angels
The Crow:Salvation
The Crow:The Wicked Prayer

PEOPLE WHO DISS HEAVY METAL
people who talk behind my back
people who stread rumors
and people who judge u just by looking @ u and dont even know u but anyways
mornings
pop music
and people just being jerkoffs