so pretty much my birthday party sucked,
i tried kicking out people i didnt know so people
i did know could come in, but no the guys were
being jerks about it, they would just fight back
and call names, like who the fuck does that
to the birthday girl, and then RUTLAND FUCK UPS
showed up at my house and maced 3 guys, got it
all in jessie's face and all in my eyes and mouth,
so that was all lame, but whatever. im getting drunk tonight
and tomorrows my real birthday and the girlys are going out
WOOOOOHHOOOOOOO!!! ahahahahahaha
♥ ♥ ♥
once again another party blow out,
the count down is on, everyone
keeps telling me how excited they are for it
and DAAAAAAAMN i am to!!
3 more days!!!
♥ ♥ ♥
so the welcome home party was a success,
so many people, so high, so drunk, just straight
fucked, another one on the way in like two weeks,
be prepared.
loving being home its great
to see everyone!!
some of you will hate me,
and some of you will love me,
its pretty hard to say goodbyes,
ive done it once before.
the hellos will be good too,
but to all of those im hurting
know that i love you and
will be back to visit you.
please dont forget me,,
ill be back soon enough
ill love you forever,
ill like you for always,
as long as im living,
my baby you'll be.
moving sucks, you lose, you win, but over all was it worth it?
i lost my friends, my stuff, my life.
what did i gain? nothing.
i gained the rain, i got sick, and still no friends.
question is, was it worth it?
help me from going insane.
this relocation sucks........... so far.