facebook completely annihilated nexopia.
I’m calm and I feel better than this
Attempting to discover, where to begin
You're weighed down your full of something, of sickness and desertion
You're weighed down your full of something
You're underneath it all
So say good-bye to love and hold your head up high
There’s no need to rush
Were all just waiting.. waiting to die
Hoping a better place is all I need
With moments of innocence and mystery
Oh, it’s the little things you miss
Like waking up all alone
If you fall will you get up
You're stuck in a dream will you wake up
And if you fell in love will you hold on to it
And if it's cold will you stay warm
You drift too far will you swim towards the shore
And if you fell in love will you hold on to it
i don't see what anyone could see in anyone else, but you
"Ever had a wine hangover?"
"I have a floppy eared bunny named Chester."
She wasn't born anorexic, but nowadays she suffers,
staring at these half-naked stars on magazine covers.
feeling pressured by the public.
She only weighs 90 pounds but still sucks in her stomach.
On the inside she's dieing, lying to herself, thinking:
- 5 more pounds won't jeopardize my health.
One day she might just collapse, she can't avoid it.
Too many sleepless nights spent bent over a toilet.
Spewing vomit, like she was an alcoholic.
Praying to a God she never believed in to stop it.
Hasn't eaten in weeks, drinks water by the heaps.
Now she looks like the skeleton she sees in her closet.
So close to death she can taste it, body looks wasted.
Hates life, hates you, hates the way she looks naked.
Now she's feeling drowsy, lousy,
thinking maybe this world's better off without me
I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
I'm so sorry for what I've become.
I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
I can't hold you back cause I'm losing my mind.
I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
I'm so sorry for what I've become.
I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
I can't hold you back cause I'm losing my mind.
She's staring at her belly, she's so scared to touch it,
imagining the feeling when it kicks inside her stomach.
Too late for safe sex, should have used a latex.
She can't afford a baby on minimum wage paychecks.
Her waistline climbs by inches,
'cuz she traded in the morning workouts for morning sickness.
Feeling nauseous, sleeps on a mat because she's cautious.
Give life or take life, that's her only options.
Only if she had a magic wand, she'd go back to that night
and put her clothes back on.
But she can't change time, or what's growing inside.
How could she love something that's barely alive?
Her body's aching, shaking, from sweaty palms, and cold sweat.
Mentally exhausting like phone sex.
No regrets, life or death, it's high stakes.
cause right or wrong, it's only her choice to make.
I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
I'm so sorry for what I've become.
I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
I can't hold you back cause I'm losing my mind.
I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
I'm so sorry for what I've become.
I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
I can't hold you back cause I'm losing my mind.
This is how it works
You're young until you're not
You love until you don't
You try until you can't
You laugh until you cry
You cry until you laugh
And everyone must breathe
Until their dying breath
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No, this is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took
And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood
And walking arm in arm
You hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does
You'll just do it all again
I don't get you.
I can't forget what you've forgotten.
All along, I've never been so alone.
OK Go Grab your phone!
Answer exactly how things are in your phone...GO
1. What color is your phone?
red
2. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter P?
no one
3. Who's the last person you called?
home
4. Who was your last missed call from?
natalie's dad cell haha..
5. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D?
daniel
6. Who's speed dial 2?
home
7. Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J?
jessie
8. Who was your last received call from?
lisa
9. Who's speed dial number 4?
none
10. What is your background?
er bear jr. =)
11. How many text messages are currently in your inbox?
100
12. Who's speed dial 1?
voice mail.
13. What's the 5th message say in your inbox? From?
facebook message from eric failes:
ahahaha
calm down i already told you
hahah
14. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
barb
15. Who was your last text message from?
facebook message from eric
16. Name every person you have text messages from in your inbox.
facebook eric, nicole, alexa, ian, lisa, robyn, facebook liam.
18. Who's the 9th person on your missed calls?
home
19. What does the 6th message in your Outbox say?
haah mmm now i want it
20. Who is the first name in your phonebook?
alex
21. Who is the last name in your phonebook?
tony
22. Do you have a camera phone?
yeahhh
23. Who is the last person under G?
gavin
24. What does the last text message say in your inbox?
well im just sitting at the computer
i havent even got fully dressed yet
i think that maybe ...('n' for next)
25. Who is the second person under K?
kelsea
26. What is your ringtone ?
superfreak
hahaha
yeah
i haven't downloaded any yet
