i love music man especially hard core theres just so much emotion and expression in it i wouldnt be able to handle not having my guitars


How could we lose sight
Of what matters most
Trying to love
What cannot love us back
All we have is not worth living for
If we do not know when to let go
What is life
That we cling to it so tight
Afraid that it will take from us
These fading sentiments

White shutters enclose
The boundaries of my heart
I hold my breath
Till the steady beating is shut out
In silence I wait for what is real
For I know the truth of my perceptions
Nothing in life matters more than You
When first feelings fade
I will still be here




With all my said unsaids / Never swallow
The idea of a happy ending
Another days memory dies
As I'm made to smile / these lifeless days
have left me with an empty heart
another wounded memory dies
I could / never / swallow your false ideals
of a lifeless / happy ending
how could words slit wrists and doors close
present day heart felt moments / killed by a slap
to the hand / another wounded memory dries
poisonous screams with messages
not thought of when released
another day here / another memory dies

i like to see when people are happy it doesnt hurt to smile and enjoy yourself once in a while. i love the band and creating music.



drinking
hardcore
music
travelling
fun people
tattoos
piercings
california
meeting new people

hang overs

clowns wow do clowns scare me