Okey here we go. I don't know where i have gone. Is it because of the money, have i got a fancy car or because i have no one that depends on me or because am just as free as a bird. That is the question i keep on asking.

How dating goes today.

1. Today its easy to go on a date.
In most cases the first day is great and full of energy but as days go by of meeting. She will start the expected in her thoughts. The most first that comes up,
she will look up to her goals in life of: a great house, Family and married. So when that doesn't fit, the unexpected will really turn. The next day she will say her mind. How she needs sometime of by herself and ask you if you will be okey. But really will be okey, is the question.
Then you move back to your old life of searching.

2. The bar goddess.
The night that brings you emptiness, deprived, desperate, despair.so you try the bar...as you all know that all the best are in these places. Just within minutes you see this goddess.Thank the Lord the bar miracle.As you know the expression of the yankees Go with the flow and so it came from the past that, all you want from the bar. The pack was irrestable, sexy, fun and not forget the junkie habits.Then wonder if she is the one, but within weeks. You crash head to head with the iceberg .She never know when she has had too many.Which reminds me when i was a boy, i went on a class trip.So i came across this statue with the beautiful body, sexy, with the curves, but close you see all the cracks. The beautiful statuesque damage that you wish you didn't come close.But when she wants to settle. I do want to have a little chat lady.She drops the word to take the medication.Because i am cold , distant, remote...And i don't know how to start to say it.She knows i have the experience of damping girls without a worry, she is already gone.
Its strange even when you know everything.I accept that i miss the companionship.

3.The old ladies.
So because you cannot keep with you age mates ..class as, its a new year . Here things are great and you have all the confort and security... that you have a upper hand of understanding partner.50 is the age but definitely it's the 40 at the time and that is a real woman small and sexy.Af first i have a new year resolution aim higher.As she ask what poison(drink) and ask for the rare to keep up.You mension once the next you get on a silver plata.She will think that you are smart as you are but not as certain. She has had two husdands in the same bath tub. I have been lying for the events in the last weeks buying flowers.As you know the least expected shows up unexpected, you drop by are a rare hour.Happy she opens the door to receive the flowers.Hope i will stay. It's not a good idea.So you try to see who is inside.And all you can ask .What has he got better than me? The answer is. He is younger than you and i didn't see it coming.... could you?
Feelings are really funny, they snick up to you as really unexpected.

4.Then you try a single mom.
These are great because they come with a package, hope you know what am talking about. Most times there relationship between you and her is not that great. You have to buy yourself to the kid as you know and also in the kid's presence to her ...is that why you don't exist.Alway the unexpected comes when list expected after fitting in the family, when she lets you know how she is moving in with the kid's dad. So from there what would you expect.
Would you try all your ex's to see who is single again..NO
Or take a free sky diving and ask yourself why in the world would you dive without a shooooot.

5. The women on the internet.
I don't really think that these are real women looking for a serious relationship.The best part when you get to know one is when you are just chatting and getting to know her. But the day you meet is the last.As you know after the coffee, you will find a question message about her looks. So the poor guy will say how attractive she is and that is like the password for the end of your friendship. So i ask myself why they keep on asking about meeting..Is it because they just want to note how many guys they have met online.So the internet thing i don't think it can be real.When all the women have the best serious profile of searching for a serious guy who is not into games..But as you know the least expected always happen when you meet one you would like to know and then she runs..That is why i love life of meeting people.Atleast i can remember that i have met internet wierdoooooies.

6.Best friend's girlfriend.
It seems to me, the problems you avoid really hit you unexpectedly.you are able to lisen to both sides during breaks and getting backs.But unexpected she wants to have fun in the hard times and you make her forget all the worries that day and next you hear she is getting married.On the wedding day she gives you a note that she is pregant.As you know reasonable doubts, not knowing the color of race can sell you out head toe.Or try execuses that she looked at you so much when she was pregant. Next you hear she had a coloured baby.
At the time the old lady has left you and you need help. I felt i need a friend to talk to, i start to cry. I remember the eye that looks like it could kill. Next time think without unzipping.So so what is going to happen to your next life.

As the old say " Find someone to love and love it like everyday as if it's your last.It's all yours son.

Spending time with people in hospital, Help the elderly with their work and making friends
1. I love all the gals who look at me as if am a dirty piece of paper and that makes me feel special and it shows how different i am from the rest.
2. I love all the gals who talk to me although they really care but only find it amazing what ever am going through.
3. I love all the young ladies who are there to tell the world about their friends problems and life
4. I love all the young ladies who talk to me with a very happy smiling face but when their backs faces me they say all the best bad words and how God shaped me.
5. I love all the young ladies who are kind enough to take me for coffee and they tell the whole world how i cannot afraid to buy one for myself.
6. I love all the young ladies i smile at and they tell all their friends how i was making a move on them.
7. I love all the young ladies i meet and they give me their phone numbers and when you call them once there is no twice because you be enjoying the voice message.
8. I love all the hot gals in this world who don't talk to cheap people although they come from the same neighbor hood
Enjoy the ride.
9. So what is the point for you ladies looking forward to know more about me and my past..... when i would ask you out for coffee the response would be that you do know..........so where in the world would i ever know you if i have the zero chance?

Thank you ever one i wish you all the best and i happy stay and you are welcome to enjoy my flight any time.......