j.enessa - 17, Female, Red Deer
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Search for beauty - find your soul.
I can't wait to see you.. A month.
And I can't wait to get out of this city.
Edmonton, here I come.
Everyone who I will miss I will miss a lot.
But I need a new start

Sparkle my scenery
With turquoise waterfall
With beauty underneath he Ever Free

Tuck me in beneath the blue
Beneath the pain, beneath the rain
Goodnight kiss for a child in time
Swaying blade my lullaby

On the shore we sat and hoped
Under the same pale moon
Whose guiding light chose you
Chose you all

"I’m afraid. I'm so afraid.
Being raped again and again and again.
I know I will die alone.
But loved.


"You live long enough to hear the sound of guns
Long enough to find yourself screaming every night
long enough to see your friends betray you.

"For years have I been strapped unto this altar
Now I only have three minutes and counting
I just wish the tide would catch me first
And give me a death
I always longed for



Intheend,
Iwillalways..
L o v e y o u ;
 

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Gydmsc<3
She makes me so happy. (:
 

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ohshit.
you are the cutest thing alive.
 

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i need to start writing again.
she became the one who intoxicated your most vivid dream
two souls became one,
in my nightmare driven reality.
one you never said to be compensated,
was left isolated in the dark,
alone and afraid,
of the world that awaits.

lips as red as the divine wine
as tempting as the forbidden fruit.

 

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i fucking miss you.
 

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hacks,
Hello my love.

I'd like to start off by saying how much you amaze me. Ever since the beggining of the year, I knew you would be an absolutly wonderful person. Your smile can catch onto a room of a thousand people; it's quite a miracle. You're so cute, and so funny... darn near the closest thing to perfect! I mean, I don't know how a single person can be so beautiful. It's not fair actually. Why don't you share some of the pretty around?! We must have a date soon, and bake cupcakes with purple frosting. Yes, that sounds lovely! Just remember, if you ever need somebody to talk to, I'm always here. I know I won't be the first person you go to, but I'm always waiting with open arms, and I can keep a secret pretty darn good.

With so much love, Sarah ♥


HACKHACKHACK

Haii Big One.

I know this is gonna sound cliche, but im gonna say it anyways. You are the sunshine on my rainy days. Whenever im sad, you always reassure me that everything is gonna be alright. You friggen amaze me child, i dont even think you know. I pretty much fail at writing hacks, but whatevs, right. Our date was so, so so fun. I introduced you to booster juice, and ThE SCARY HOUSE. We must do that again. When i have money, we will be going to sherlock holmes, because i have an obsession with rachel mcadams. I kind of want this to be monsterously long, hahaha. I loved the cookie you made for me, it made me feel loved, which is unusual. Your so fucking gorgeous, and personally, i think you should share with the rest of us. Lester is our child, and that shows just how bonded we are. But, really, we relate on so many levels. I look forward to creatng many more memories wiff you. Cause you amazing, thee end.

Haha, fooled you. That wasn't even close to the end. Lets make listes! kay, ready? This one is called 5 Reasons I love Jenessa.

1. She is incredibly Beautiful. Her Beauty amazes me every minute of every hour, of every day.

2. She is probably the sweetest person you will ever meet. Like, honestly, i dont think she's ever been mad at me before.

3. Whenever I am sad, you pick me up. You always know when something is bothering me, and we talk it out.

4. You are so fun to be around. I always enjoy myself when your around

5. Your such a huge cheify elder, not to mention, the other half of chromosomes to our child.

(LAWL at how i switched from talking ABOUT you to talking to you in the middle of this)


Bet you thought you got rid of me, well think again. I really just wanna say that if i don't have a date wiff you extremely soon, i will die.

You are my definiton of perfect, ♥

This Concludes Your Hack, Jenessa Jabalee.


THANKS FOR READING! ♥
Rawra. :]
 

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wowwiee..
can you say hated?


p.s
Jenessa Denae Jabalee, where do i even start with you baby.
You amaze me, you probably dont even know how much of an
effect you have on me. I know we have only hung out a minimal
amount of times, and let me tell ya, that has got to change. We
absolutely have to go to that scary house again, and not be chickens
and actually go inside. Maybe i will even bring our child, Lester Andy
JabaWiens. Tehe and after, we will go stuff our faces with mcdonalds,
booster juice, and HEUGE safeway cupcakes. It will be epic. We
relate on so many levels, its crazy. I need to see you soon, before
I die of post traumatic nessabear withdrawal. Thats All. Oh yeah,
I Love You more than the whole Twilight Saga. ♥

Rawra :]

 

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god you're gross.
you are honestly so, so, SO self absorbed
in your little world, anything that DOESN'T revolve around you, has no significance whatsoever.
you need to take a little lesson in how people work,
you care about them, they'll caare for you
all you do is complain comaplin and expect EVERYONE to listen to you.
if it isn't done your way, it's WRONG.
all you do is pick out everybody's flaws, maximize them, leaving them vulnerable and hurt.
do you care? of course not. why?
because as long as YOU are happy, you couldn't give a shit less about anyone else
you're manipulative, conieving, and use people at your own free will
you think everything you do will never come back to you?
check again darling..



 

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stolen from sarah!
GUESS WHO YOU ARE =]



1. You're my best friend, and i hope you know how much you mean to me. i know things are rough right now but they'll get better, i promise.
2. You're so cute, you make me laugh! i wish we were closer
3. I'm glad i met you last year.
4. You have the most beautiful smile, omgosh..
5. My favorite =]
6. Ugh, you turned out to be an asshole -.-
7. I don't know weather i chould always believe you, but i choose to. I love you. You've always been there for me.
8. You are so pretty, i really don't know if you like me or not, but i think you're pretty great =]
9. Share some gorgeous with the rest of us. Holy =(
10. Don't break her heart.
11. We need to hang out soon, you're very fun to be with
12. You think the whole world is out to get you. It's not.
13. I always wonder what you say about me behind my back
14. If what they say is true. Just spill and tell me. I'm left unsure
15. We have some pretty amazing memories. =)
16. I miss you a lot..
17. Holy, i just love you! you're too cute
18. you are ADORABLE
19. i think you're jus adorable, when i get to see you it brightens up my day a considerable amount.
 

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it takes two to whisper quietly.
the remainders of a shooting star landed directly on our broke-down little car
before then we had made a wish ;
that we would be missed if one or another just did not exist ♥


 

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it's even louder in the silence
i usually never get my hopes up for things like this.
but with you, i can't help it
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You would never treat her like that.
So don't treat me like that.
 

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my life.


katie mary elaine iverson
i fucking love you. i wouldn't be who i am today without you.
and i swear somedays you're the only one who gives me any
motivation to even get up in the morning. as soon as we depart
i instantly miss you. you always keep me happy when im around
you, and when i need someone to listen to me rant, to listen to
me cry, or just help me. you're always there. we have literally
too many memories to name. i could name some like when
we were little and we'd argue over who got to be blue, and
who got to be magenta. they were both girls but we were
convinced blue was a boy so we didnt wanna be him haha!
or always playing the lion king in the day home =]
memories of me winding myself on the swing, NEVER eating
my vegetables, and still won't hahah! and how we both were
in love with that spaghetti your mommy made and how i would
never ever have my food touching. to memories like being
downtown in the dresses =] GOOD times. we need to buy
candy again because we always have amazing days. i remember
the little things like when i walked to the park with my hair soaking
wet to come see you cause you were really upset. when we
just sat there and chilled on my roof like all day! and of course
ROCKING out to eyes set to kill. god we're so cool and i also
love how you never fail to make me laugh.. especially when
absolutly nothing is funny. but i just keep on laughing. amd
sneaking out with you just a few nights ago. haha that fucking
alarm was so scary! and running through that hail with the
thunder and lightening and scrreaming not because of that,
but because we saw a spider x] we're the coolest children
you would EVER encounter. and you're like my other half
without you, half my soul is missing. you complete me my darling
my little sister is absolutly breathtakingly beautiful beyond words
i love you more then you'll ever know <3
love, your big sister ♥


 

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laura emily weins
is simply BEAAAUTIFULLL ♥
and i straight up adore you darlingg.
i love our random conversations
and i love how i only just met you but i'm comfortable around you =]
i loved when you came up behind me at school and tried to scare me!
hahah you're so cute.
and yes you are CUTER! no exceptions!
love youuu! <3
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