Apparently a lot of shit went down at the house while this week passed...
Minky died, people got mad at each other...
I feel like I'm sort of involved in this but only because I live here. I wasn't there at
the time so I can't really have a say in it. But I will say this. Thanks for the times that
you guys helped clean up the house, it means a lot to me because it was just that
much less that I had to do it myself. But the last few times that we (being the ones
who live here) have cleaned up the house it was for not, since the same night it
would just be messed up again. And we all got tired of it. How I see it really, is that
if you're sober enough in the morning to leave, pick some stuff up and clean up for
even just a couple minutes on you're way out. We might make it a mess, but we
have the right to. We live here and clean up after ourselves. It's no fun cleaning up
after ourselves and everyone else night after night.
I suppose I'll talk about the drug/booze free house thing too. I was actually kind
of surprised when I found out you guys knew but didn't bring it up. You may have
already been told why, but I'll say it again in my own words. We're worried about
you guys. We don't want you guys to burn yourselves out hardcore and the last
few weeks I was here, you guys seemed to be doing it a shitload and it was
starting to scare me. I don't know if it's gotten better or not, but that's why we
decided to tone the house down. For the next little we don't want everyone being
drunk or high all over the place, for the sake of the house but mostly for the sake
of you guys and us as well. If we decide that we want to have a night of it amongst
ourselves, that's up to us because we live here and pay to be here. I'm sorry if
you guys are offended, but that's the way it is. If you all are really pissed at me
for saying these things, then I'm sorry that partying became more important than
our friendship. I miss you guys a lot, and wish that we would actually hang out
and do things sober once in a while like we used to. I love you guys. And miss you
a lot.
Jase