Hoping for the best
But not holding my breath
<3 <3

Haven't been on here in forever...but maybe that means its time to let a little out...
seems that everything has changed. Friends,people,personalities,likes,dislikes, everything. I've done a million new things and everythings taught me a lesson. There are things i miss, places i wish i was, and things i wish i could do. Everyday i put a smile on and laugh...but there is always something you cant help but wonder..
a million tihngs are new!
theres of course a guy.... but how would i even begin that? fuck! lol
theres a new tattoo which i love =)
new favorite bands, favorite songs
favorite drinks! =D
but no matter the changes in hair, style, favorite things, and attitude..
im still me...always will be <3

Good god,
I just cant help but think about yyuuu =)
But i can't complain, because it brings a smile to my face just thinking of your smile and shining eyes [/color]<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

I don't care if you have a boyfriend or girlfriend right now.
I care if you are a woman.
just read this, it will make a difference.
If only everyone could see this and understand it.

When she stares at your mouth,

Kiss her.

When she pushes you or hits you like a dumb-ass it's because she thinks shes
stronger than you,

Grab her and dont let go.

When she starts cursing at you trying to act all tough,

Kiss her and tell her you love her.

When she's quiet,

Ask her whats wrong.

When she ignores you,

Give her your attention.

When she pulls away,

Pull her back.

When you see her at her worst,

Tell her she's beautiful.

When you see her start crying,

Just hold her and don't say a word.

When you see her walking,

Sneak up and hug her waist from behind.

When she's scared,

Protect her.

When she steals your favorite hoodie,

Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night.

When she teases you,

Tease her back and make her laugh.

When she doesn't answer for a long time,

reassure her that everything is okay.

When she looks at you with doubt,

Back yourself up.

When she says that she loves you,

she really does more than you can understand.

When she grabs at your hands,

Hold hers and play with her fingers.

When she bumps into you,

bump into her back and make her laugh.

When she tells you a secret,

keep it safe and untold.

When she looks at you in your eyes,

dont look away until she does.

When she says it's over,

she still wants you to be hers.

When she reposts this bulletin,

she wants you to read it.

- Stay on the phone with her even if she's not saying anything.

- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go.

- When she says she's ok don't believe it.

- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her.

- Treat her like she's all that matters to you.

- Stay up all night with her when she's sick.

- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think it's stupid.

- Give her the world.

- Let her wear your clothes.

-When she's bored and sad, hang out with her.

- Let her know she's important.

- Don't talk about other girls around her.

- Kiss her in the pouring rain.

- When she runs up to you crying, the first thing you say is:

"Whose ass am i kicking baby?"


If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will :

Call you

Kiss you

Love you

Text you


Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend.

Girls post as: "A real boyfriend"

and if you do not re-post this within 3 minutes

you'll have bad luck

with the one you love.

How often do you log onto facebook?
Like once a day..

If you married the person you last texted, what would your last name be?
uhhmm...Sieben.. haha..

Do you think you could live without your cell phone?
Hmm.. possibly

Do you do your homework?
Sometimes =0

What was the last picture you took?
haha of me =)

Last night, did you go to sleep smiling?
uhm...i dont think so??

Will you go to sleep smiling tonight?
No

How long has it been since you’ve been to a mall?
um... like.. a month.

Where was your default picture taken?
the day after i got my hair done

Have you ever chewed a pack of gum at once?
yeaa! when i was little i tried to prove i could haha

Have you ever cut someone else’s hair?
yup

A big poofy dress or a short party dress?
short party dress for sure =)

Are diamonds a girl’s best friend?
Noo

Have you ever cried during a romantic movie?
yes

Do you flip your pillow to the cold side?
yes =)

Could you cry right now?
*sigh* yes

Are you a jealous person?
not really

If you could see one person right now, who would it be?
someone..

What do you need to be doing right now?
having some sort of fun!!

Could you forgive your best friend for sleeping with your bf/gf?
i dont think so

How long have you been breathing?
for 16 years 7 months and..some days ??

Last time you did laundry?
two days ago..

Would rain actually stop you from going somewhere or ruin your plans?
NEVER...i love rain

Do you get nervous with public speaking?
hell ya!

How do you feel about girls smoking?
Who cares? Their choice..

Do you get along more with girls or guys?
both =)

What are you currently hearing right now?
rehab by rihanna

Is it hard for you to get over someone?
yeaa

Have you ever worn the opposite sex' s clothing?
haha yes

What are your plans for tomorrow?
hangin out with the girls! =)

How late did you stay up last night?
like.. one am

Is your hair curly?
yes..but i straighten it

What's the last piercing you got?
my belly button

Whats the 8th text message in your phone say?
thanks girl i love you! <3 <3

When is your birthday?
September 23rd

Are you easily scared by horror/thriller films?
No, i love them =)

If you had $100 would you spend or save it?
save it =)

Could you date someone taller than you?
Yea easily lol

What kind of milk do you drink?
all kinda

Does a kiss make you feel better?
Yea =)

Do you bite your fingernails?
When I'm nervous

Do you watch a lot of tv?
I don't really watch t.v

Have you ever snuck out of your house?
yes

What happened at 10:00 am today?
I was sleeping for sure

Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
umm..no

Have you ever kissed anyone over 21 ?
uhh...no again

Are you younger than 21?
yes

Do you currently want to scream at the top of your lungs?
if i could yes

How old will you be in 13 months?
almost 18

Would you ever smile at a stranger?
yes

Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?
yes

Do you prefer warm or cold weather?
warm

Has anyone ever sang to you?
no

Has anyone ever given you roses?
no again

If you were abandoned in the wilderness, would you survive?
yes but not forever haha

How do you make your money?
working

What color are your eyes?
blye

Do you like your parents?
yes

Where is the furthest place you've traveled?
italy =)

Which do you prefer, to eat or sleep?
sleep

How long does it take you to shower?
like 10-15 minutes

Can you do the splits?
nope..used too

Are you flexible?
somewhat

Can you speak any other language than English?
nope

Are you scared of flying?
no

Do you like funny people or serious people?
both haha

Do you have a favorite item of clothing?
my silver jeans with the cool pockets

Are you happy right now?
sorta

What were you doing at midnight last night?
watching a movie

Are you left handed?
yes

What was for dinner tonight?
slow cooked chicken with noodles

Do you have to pee?
uhh..no! haha

So, i thought spring break woud be amazing but..
so far?..
It sucks :(

The Extremely Hard Truth Quiz
If you can't handle the truth then don't even bother trying the quiz
Some of these questions are really personal !

Friends
1. Do you have a true best friend? i believe so, yes
3. What's your weirdest insider with a friend? Your my comdom haley =)
4. Would you die for any of your friends? i guess it would depend but most likely
5. Have you ever had a crush on one of your closest friends? No..

Family
1. Which parent would you rather live with on your own? my mom i guess..
4. Do you ever wish you had a different family? No
5. Do you have abuse in your house? Nope

Yourself
1. Are you happy with your size? Honestly.. no
2. Is your self esteem overly low or overly high? low
3. What's one thing you wish you could change about yourself? my height...
4. What's your favorite thing about yourself? my eyes and hair

Love
1. Ever fallen in love with someone totally wrong for you? *sigh* yea
2. Do you believe in love? Absolutely
3. Are you the first to say "i love you"? No...
4. Ever lied about loving someone? no
5. Have you ever been in love with someone of the same gender? No

Lust
1. How far would you go? That would all depend
2. Ever had a one night stand? Mmm... i dunno if yu wold calll it that..
3. Fling with lots of action or relationship with none? relationship with none.. although its never fun
4. Ever used someone for action? no
5. Would you ever have two flings in one night?: Hm.. i dont think so..

Random:
1. What's your favourite board game? Scrabble
2. Do you use lotion daily? Yeaa
4. What's your favourite type of bird? Robins
5. Tell me how am i suppose to breath with no air? Well.i dont believe you can..

OK Go Grab your phone!
Answer exactly how things are in your phone...GO

1. What color is your phone? black and red
2. Who's the first person who comes up under the letter P? pam
3. Who's the last person you called? jeana
4. Who was your last missed call from? lacey
5. Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D? danie
6. Who's speed dial 2? nobody
7. Who's the 3rd person who comes up under J? janelle
8. Who was your last received call from? lacey
9. Who's speed dial number 4? nobody
10. What is your background? a sign that says 'love me'
11. How many text messages are currently in your inbox? thirteen
12. Who's speed dial 1? my house
13. What's the 5th message say in your inbox? hey =) thanks lol sorry man there is something wrong with my phone..
14. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B? beanie
15. Who was your last text message from? sasha
16. Who's the 9th person on your missed calls? im not sure... unknown number
17. What does the 6th message in your Outbox say? haha kinda. so watcha up to? =)
18. Who is the first name in your phonebook? assistance/customer service
19. Do you have a camera phone? yes
23. Who is the last person under G?gavin
20. What does the last text message say in your inbox? oka have fun @ work hon ill talk to ya later
21. Who is the second person under K? kayla
22. What is your ringtone ? bounce