There are always those people who think they know you better than you know yourself. The ones that constantly tell you what you should and shouldnt do, but really they have no clue what you encounter throughout your day. There are the fakes who smile infront of your face & talk shit behind your back.hoping that you will never find out and once you do you have enough integrity to state your own opinons about them but to their face and when you do people assume your "cocky" or a "stuckup"but in reality your just looking out for yourself & not taking shit .Then there are those who climb and strive to get to the top yet when they get there they have no clue what to do next. You'll encounter many people who want to see you fail or see you suffer but you learn to deal with them and let them say what they want because in the end there the ones that will come crawling back to you wishing that they didnt say a word a single word about you. See the fakes for who they truly are pathetic people, the ones that try to put others down just to see themselves succeed, the ones who help others just to get certain recongnition. People wonder why I have let certain people go in my life & my answer is "why would I want something that i dont need?"
I tried to forget those days when i told you i loved you and all you did was look at me, when i tried telling you how my day went and you shut the door in my face, when i told you i was scared and you told me to get over it. Do you know how bad you hurt me? I am sorry if i screwed up, i wish you knew how sorry i am. All i wanted to hear from you was five small words "I am proud of you" thats all. Its too late now we can't go back and fix it. So i guess all i have to say now is that im sorry.
i know i've never said the words i love you..and never showed you that i cared for you two...but i know that i could never live out withouth either of you.if things fall apart between all of us...let me keep the memories that were spent with you when i was little caus those were the happiest moments in our lives spend together.