Bleeding out my soul
The gleam of the knife is shining bright
I know that I'm going to cut this night.
I can't explain why I must slice my skin
It is a strong urge that I have within.
I glide the knife across my flesh, there is no pain
The drops of blood is what I want to gain.
Slowly, the knife cuts deep into the arm
I don't want to die, I just want to harm.
The blood is my soul freeing itself from the past
The euphoria of seeing it, I wish it could last.
It is over now and I feel such disgust and shame
The beast of this addiction I cannot tame.
Why do I do this? The pain always returns
My soul is trapped again, the urges burn.
I can't stop. I've tried and I've tried
My good intentions are always denied.
One of these days my soul will really be free
And I can find out about the real me.
Until that day comes I'll be seduced by the blood
Cutting and burning in the memories that flood.
I’m Jonathan.
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BASICS
| Height: | 179 cm - 183 cm (5'11" - 6') |
| Weight: | 92 Kg - 95 Kg (201 lbs - 210 lbs) |
| Birthday: | March 27, 1986 |
| Sexual Orientation: | Heterosexual |
| Dating: | Single and looking |
| Living Situation: | Living with parents/relatives |
| Location: | Venezuela, South America, World |
| Join Date: | 12:42am | Aug 28, '05 |
| Profile Updated: | 07:43pm | Apr 29, '07 |
| Last Active: | 12:51pm | Dec 30, '10 |
INTERESTS
| Art: | Body Art |
| Animals/Pets: | Cats |
| Music: | Alternative, Classic Rock, Hardcore, Indie, Punk, Rock |
| Sports: | Bicycling, Curling, Golf, Mountain Biking, Sky Diving, Snowboarding |
| Outdoor: | Camping, Fishing, Exploring |
ABOUT ME
LIKES
׆»Riding my bicycle«†×
edsons skate park
trailer park boys
Hanging out
At the drive in
Penny wise
AFI
Thrice!!!!
Tiger army
mistfits
Beers [STELLA!!!!!!!!!!!!!]
Alberta Springs all the way !!!
Working
Red bull
Running around in the rain
Looking at the stars
bum fights!!!
Sleeping
haagen-dazs
Going for late night walks
Riding my shit bagged sled
Playing in the snow
And lots of other junk !!
cartoons!!! i love cartoons
Kim possible
What’s with Andy
The week Enders
Simpson’s
Family guy
6teen
My dad the rock star
Futurama
Code name kids next door
bromwell high
pretty much any cartoon :D:D
oh and fillmore