Maybe if i paint a rainbow for you or take down the mood and place it in your hands you will know how much you meen to me. how much pain it brings when you make me sad. how much love i feel when you do something nice or when i can make you smile. it all seems so sad when i look back on those times. i want to erase it all. but of corse i could never do that. forgive and forget right? how could i possibly! never in my life have i put so much effort into anything and here you go just leaving it all behind. what of those years we sharred. do you remember the night when you told me you loved me? that was the best night of my life. i wanted to hold onto you forever and never let go. my only hope my only dream was to never leave your arms. if for a moment i believed it could all be taken away my heart, my sad sorry heart would have stopped at that second. now your gone. no way to go back. the only place i can see you is in my dreams and memories. i guess it really wasnt your fault. you only wanted to have some fun. but that night. that one night. one too many. i should have taken your keys. maybe then. thats the night you ended it all. breaking my heart.
I fucking hate you, you are probably the most stupid human without an actual dissability that i know. Besides what do you expect from me? You were forced into my life i had no fucking choice so of corse i'm not going to like you. Every comment you make just drives me insane its like you have no idea whats going on at any given point or time. Your very presence makes me angry. Of course i cant say this to you face for obvious reasons but fuck.
YOUR BOYISH SIDE:
You love hoodies
You love jeans.
Dogs are better than cats.
Sometimes It's hilarious when people get hurt.
You've played with boys on a team
Sometimes shopping is torture.
Sad movies suck.
You own an X-Box.
At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
You watch sports on TV.
scary/Gory movies are cool.
You go to your dad for advice.
You own like a trillion baseball caps.
You used to/do collect football cards.
Baggy pants are cool to wear.
It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
Green, black, red, yellow, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
Sports are fun.
You talk with food in your mouth sometimes
Wear boxers or Girl Boxers.
Sleep with your socks on at night
YOUR GIRLY SIDE:
You wear lip gloss.
You love to shop.
Go to your mom for advice.
You consider cheerleading a sport.
You hate wearing the color black.
You like hanging out at the mall.
You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
You like wearing jewelry.
You have at least one thing from Victoria's Secret.
Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
You don't like the movie Star Wars.
You smile a lot more than you should.
You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
You care about what you look like
You LOVE the movies.
Used to play with dolls as a little kid.
Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
Enjoy having girl nights at least once a month
You like the spice girls
boyish = 14
girly = 8
