Maybe if i paint a rainbow for you or take down the mood and place it in your hands you will know how much you meen to me. how much pain it brings when you make me sad. how much love i feel when you do something nice or when i can make you smile. it all seems so sad when i look back on those times. i want to erase it all. but of corse i could never do that. forgive and forget right? how could i possibly! never in my life have i put so much effort into anything and here you go just leaving it all behind. what of those years we sharred. do you remember the night when you told me you loved me? that was the best night of my life. i wanted to hold onto you forever and never let go. my only hope my only dream was to never leave your arms. if for a moment i believed it could all be taken away my heart, my sad sorry heart would have stopped at that second. now your gone. no way to go back. the only place i can see you is in my dreams and memories. i guess it really wasnt your fault. you only wanted to have some fun. but that night. that one night. one too many. i should have taken your keys. maybe then. thats the night you ended it all. breaking my heart.