The only thing I really know - I can't sleep at night.
I'm buried but breathing in regret.
I may look happy, but honestly dear.
The only way I'll really smile is if you cut me ear to ear.
I see the vultures, they watch me bleed.
They lick there lips as all my shame spills out of me.
No time for farewells, no chances for goodbyes.
No explanations, no fucking reasons why.
I watched it eat you up, pieces fallen on the floor.
We stare at broken clocks, the hands don't turn anymore.
I'll cut the words from your mouth
You'll never speak my name again.
Locked up and sold the fuck out
Don't think you won't see me again
The sore on the edge of your mouth it mirrors the ones on your arm of black tar
you've known the ripping.
And I've seen you pissing your condition into the dirt.
I know you don't want to live in the dirt
you want to know nothing but dirt you know you can't beat weakness.
Kill the flux. Stretched to breaking an obscene canvas on a stretcher of parasitism.
You piece of shit I won't say your name but I will say this-
FUCK OFF AND DIE (sooner the better).
You've shot out your eyes but I'm seeing that you cannot feel anything of worth.
Know that you've pissed life away, lost in your narcotic dreams.
Heart pumping futile shit through your veins.
Why does it bother?
I want to punch in your sunken face and see your dusty blood smear through
the air in a polluted crimson arc,
splattering in a useless pattern on the concrete. Moribund.
I really like you,
When I talk to you....I feel so happy.
But I don't think you'll ever like me again,
It's almost If like I can't be happy without you,
But you like someone else...
I think if we did start dating again...
It would be just as great as before..
Problably better...
I wish you would give me a chance.
who wants to go see "The Unborn" today at town cinema?
is at 7:30
cant wait to find the fucker who stole my ipod
k
so im lookin for somewhere to go for new years
like a party or sumthin
if someones going to some lemme know cuz i wanna get waassteeeed lol
Foster home, here i come.
seems like everywhere i go, im not welcome
like an example is im supposed to move into a friends house, but his mom dosent even want me around, so wtf am i supposed to do. I think i should just file for a foster home
im tired of people acting like they care when they dont
im done being fucked with.
This burden's not a heavy one
But I assure you, it's present
This burden's not a heavy one
But I assure you, it is present
Say that you're in control
Say that you are
I can't think of a time
When you looked less alive
You say, "Wait until light, my dear,
just wait until light"
One more day will go by
Maybe today you should try
To look past the mirror and find
Look past the mirror
That there's something inside
Something more to your life
My words won't heal you now
My words won't heal
It is you who decides
It is you who decides
This burden's not a heavy one
But I assure you, it's present
This burden's not a heavy one
I assure you
Believe that you are just fine
Believe that you are
You'll feel so alive
You'll feel so alive
Be what you are now (be what you are)
Be what you are
Do not keep it inside
The hate will not subside
Be what you are now (be what you are)
Be what you are
Do not keep it inside
The hate will not subside
It's you, decide
It's you, decide
So alive
You'll feel so alive
This burden's not a heavy one
But I assure, I assure you
This burden's not a heavy one
Not a heavy one
Not a heavy one
