i cant take it anymore.
everyone thinks im indestructable, the girl who never flinches.
the girl who always has a smile on her face.
the girl who has gone through nothing. the girl who has no scars.
and im so tired of it. i don't want to live behind a wall of laughter and smiles anymore. i want people to understand me. i want people to understand
how hard it is to be me sometimes. i have to deal with all this crap,
and still be expected to be happy.
its not fair. how come everyone else can fall apart, but i have to keep it together?
Love is when you think of nothing else but the one person.
When you look at the moon and think what could they be doing?
Love is loving that person no matter how poor, ugly he or she may be to others.
Love is when the years pass and you still get speechless and can't talk.
Love is wanting or comparing everyone else to that person.
Love makes you talk to yourself and makes you cry
to think you are not the one for him or her.
Love is letting him or her go if that is what makes them happy and it makes you
sad. Love is wonderful if it is given back but can be miserable if the
feeling is not mutual. Love does not stop and you can't turn it on and
off like a switch light. When love hits you age has nothing to do with it.
Just because someone flirts with you, doesn't mean they like you.
Just because someone likes you, doesn't mean they want to go out with you.
Just because someone wants to go out with you, doesn't mean they love you.
Just because someone loves you, doesn't mean they wont hurt you.
Because people lie, things change
I keep going right back to the one thing that I need to walk away from.

- i really love getting jumped , for no reason atall .. fuck karma's a bitch and it's gunna bite you in the ass .. i hope you know that , like 2 against one isn't fair , especially when you're both aloot bigger than me, ohwell .. not like i got hurt, you did tho (:
- i love it also when you think you're the shit , but your not. (:
- uuuugh, exams monday ! :\
- whoopwhoop sunday, can't wait babyyy .
- i hate you keesha, when you're grounded ..
- i hate tec voc , suck my balls (:
- i don't wanna play the broken hearted girl ... too late
- SHAYLEE JASMINE SWEENEY , WTF WHY AREN'T YOU TALKING TO ME
- i missssss youuu soooo much .
- I'M REEEEALLY done with your drama, you complain about everything , just shadup , cuzz you never listen to my advice when you ask for it .
- holy man, it feels like i haven't blogged in ten years ..
- i neeeeeed more plus .
- i hope i can start my job soon (:
- i broke my nail fighting yesterday
- i love marking the grade.7 exams . its so cool of me .
- i'll write more laaaaayter .
♥

- i love my tongue piercing <3
- partyy tomorrow , message .
- social saturday , message ..

- your a bitch . & you haven't learnt anything .
- i love how you used to talk to me all the time, but now its different , your a player.
- face it, your shit sucks + not getting anywhere .
- i miss you .
- woohoo 2 birthday partieess <3
- drinkss tonight ? text + call
- fck it , you & me are done .. i'm moving on .
- who is there left to trust these days ?
- 16 days baby , partyhardy .
- blah, forks tomorrowwww . & tylers , & out. LOL ..
- fck it , im bored . call & text . pce

- fun fcking weeeekendd <3
- hm, skipped today (:
- got nais done with keeshaaaaa ,
- got hairr doneeeeeee xo,
- hm, whaaaa to do tonigght , msgggg /
- daaaaaaang thats hot .
- blame it on the vodka , blame it on the heny.
- ha, druuuuuuuuuunks.
- you know you're cool when , (H)
- HAHAH, fcking keesha & yelling at people driving . hahahaa
- hm, do i misss youu .
- fck it, write more laterrrrrr .
<3

I can honestly say,
You've been on my mind since I woke up today
I look at your photograph all the time
These memories come back to life
And I don't mind
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playin'
I remember the simple things
I remember till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Is goodbye
I woke up this morning and played our song
And through my tears I sang along
I picked up the phone and then put it down
cause I know I'm wasting my time
And I don't mind
I remember when we kissed
I still feel it on my lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
I remember those simple things
I remember till I cry
But the one thing I wish I'd forget
The memory I wanna forget
Suddenly my cell phone's blowing up with your ringtone
I hesitate but answer it any way
You sound so alone
And I'm surprised to hear you say
You remember when we kissed
You still feel it on your lips
The time that you danced with me
With no music playing
You remember those simple things
We talked till we cried
You said that your biggest regret
The one thing you wish I'd forget
Is saying goodbye
Saying goodbye
Ooh
Goodbye

- fuuuuuuuuuuck my lifeeeee. fcking matthew , you broke my ball for my backberry.
now i have to use my old phone, until tmro .. you are an ass holeeeee .
- AHAH , ugh i failed a class , have to STOP skippingg .
- BHAHAHA, your a retard .
- i like you, but your avoiding me .. ?
- fck your shit .
- maybe i do miss you .. today it seemed i do ..
- date like a man , so you dont get played like a bitch .
- blah , drinkssss friday .. drinking + babysitting saturday for a little bit . chills after .
sunday shopping + getting nails done . + more .. text to chill ..
- i fcking hate my history teacher .. he's an asshole .
- wow . i really didn't do anything today .
- bahaha , call + text . comp is boring .. ? <3

- skipping today .. ? text me . (:
- blah , i don't want to see you today ,
- i wonder whats going to happend ..
- shaylee. i love you , but you still stink . <3
- babysit friday + drinksss.