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The world's seen me lookin' in the mirror,
Images of me, gettin' much clearer,
Dear Self
I wrote a letter just to better my soul,
If I don't express it then forever I'll hold, inside
I'm from a side where we out of control,
Rap music in the 'hood played a fatherly role,
My story's like yours, yo it gotta be told,
Tryna make it from a gangsta to a Godlier role,
Read scrolls and stow slaves,
And Jewish people in cold cage,
Hate has no color or age flip the page,
Now my rage became freedom,
Writin' dreams in the dark, they far but I can see 'em,
I believe in Heaven more than Hell,
Blessings more than jail,
In the ghetto let love prevail,
With a story to tell, my eyes see the glory and well,
The world waitin' for me to yell "I Have a Dream"
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Images of me, gettin' much clearer,
Dear Self
I wrote a letter just to better my soul,
If I don't express it then forever I'll hold, inside
I'm from a side where we out of control,
Rap music in the 'hood played a fatherly role,
My story's like yours, yo it gotta be told,
Tryna make it from a gangsta to a Godlier role,
Read scrolls and stow slaves,
And Jewish people in cold cage,
Hate has no color or age flip the page,
Now my rage became freedom,
Writin' dreams in the dark, they far but I can see 'em,
I believe in Heaven more than Hell,
Blessings more than jail,
In the ghetto let love prevail,
With a story to tell, my eyes see the glory and well,
The world waitin' for me to yell "I Have a Dream"
It's the worst feeling in the world To love and hate someone at the same time
It's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same
When you want everything and nothing at the same time
When you want to let go but you keep holding on
When you want to move on but your stuck right where you started
When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want It's so hard when you want to see that one person everyday and when you do you dont know what to say
When you know they are right beside you but you dont know how to react
When you want them in your life so bad But all you can do is push them further and further away.
It's so hard to think back on how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they will never be the same.
You tell yourself it's not worth it but if it really didn't matter You wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.
It's hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen .but it's even harder to give up when you know it's Everything you want.
It's hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same
When you want everything and nothing at the same time
When you want to let go but you keep holding on
When you want to move on but your stuck right where you started
When feelings come and go and you can't decide what you want It's so hard when you want to see that one person everyday and when you do you dont know what to say
When you know they are right beside you but you dont know how to react
When you want them in your life so bad But all you can do is push them further and further away.
It's so hard to think back on how things used to be and look at it now and realize that things are different and they will never be the same.
You tell yourself it's not worth it but if it really didn't matter You wouldn't spend so much time thinking about it.
It's hard to wait around for something that you know might never happen .but it's even harder to give up when you know it's Everything you want.
