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What was the start of all of this?
When did the cogs of fate begin to turn....
purhaps its impossible to grasp that answer now....
From deep within the flow of time....
But for cirtain back then we loved so little....yet hated so much...
We hurt ourselfs and hurt others.....
Even now our laughter echos.....
Under Cerulian Skys....
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Our hearts are connected.
And the light from our hearts
broke through the darkness.
No Matter how deep the darkness,
A light shines within.
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Peace is but a shadow of death
Desperate to forget its painfull past
though we hope for promising years
after sheading a thousand tears,
Yesterdays sorrows constantly nears,
And while the moon still shines blue
by dawn it will turn to scarlet hue......
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LIKES
-Long road trips with good friends-
-Seeing Live plays =)-
-Hanging out with my friends-
-Talkin on the phone with..certain ppl-
-Receiving Hugs ^^-
-Drawing Anime-
-Listening To Music-
-Playing Video Games-
-Watching Anime-
-Computers-
- Watching T.V-
-Being me-
-To know someone is waiting for me-
THINGS TO DO IN AND ELEVATOR
1) When there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn't you.
2) Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more.
3) Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones.
4) Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor your on.
5) Hold the doors open and say your waiting for a friend. After a while, let the doors close, and
say, "Hi Greg. How's your day been?"
6) Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream, "That's mine!"
7) Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator.
8)Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if they have an apointment
9) Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play.
10) Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on, ask them if they can hear ticking.
11) Pretend you are a flight attendant and review emergency procedures and exits with the passengers.
12) Ask, "Did you feel that?"
13) Stand really close to someone, sniffing them occasionally.
14) When the doors close, announce to the others, "It's okay, don't panic, they open again!"
15) Swat at flies that don't exist.
16) Call out, "Group Hug!" and then enforce it.
17) Grimace painfully while smacking your forehead and muttering, "Shut up, all of you, just shut up!"
18) Crack open your briefcase or purse, and while peering inside, ask, "Got enough air in there?"
19) Stand silently and motionless in the corner, facing the wall, without getting off
20) Stare at another passenger for a while, then announce in horror, "Your one of THEM!" and back away slowly.
21) Listen to the elevator walls with your stethoscope.
23) Stare, grinning at another passenger for a while, then announce, "I have new socks on".
24) Draw a little square on the floor with chalk and announce to the other passengers, "This is MY
personal space"
-The Tunes-
-AFI-
-Matchbox Romance-
-The Audition-
-3 doors down-
-Headly-
-The Used-
-My Chemical Romance-
-Anberlin-
-The All American Rejects-
-Mourning September-
-Hawthorn Heights-
-The Fray-
-From Autumn To Ashes-
-Story Of The Year-
-Hinder-
-30 Seconds To Mars-
-TaTu-
-Trapt-
-Flyleaf-
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Kealy
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My rock buddie...we had some good memories that will alway be with me, and some id rather not remember. glad to know you where there.
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Mike
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Mike, we have been friends for as long as i can remember, life... its gone by far to fast, already you my friend are going to become a father.. who woulda thought eh? lifes got its weird ways of working out. I hope we can be friends for as long as we life. hope to see you soon man, and congrats.
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Bryan
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As much as i would like to say how good of a friend you are....i also have to say how much i hate your *allmighty god like brain* you like to think your the smart one, but buddy you got another thing comming together my you and Mike are unseperable, always will be be close friends... only once can you get such a random group of ppl and make them your best friends who stick with you even if the odds are against you.
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Jamie
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Taking that trip out to fountain lake was fun. I sooo lit that fire!! you...just werent looking nehe *whooosh* and i proved to you that i could the second camping tirp we went on lol, im sorry for the fights that we had to go thru together... im glad that thru all of that you are still my friend congrats on the baby Jamie, ill come see you all soon =)
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Caryne
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We have had some good times, wish we could have had more together, but i will always remember the good times, like prom im glad that you could go with me, i had a great night... except for the prom party... glad you werent there to see that hehe...
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Lisa
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Lisa im glad that you and I are friends lol, the time at fountain lake with you shall always be remembered, prom night was fun with you, and im thankful that you took care of me when i had a wee bit to much to drink lol, always will i remember you Bryans a lucky guy to have someone like you lol
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Lindsay
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you have been there for me through the worst and the best of times, i am greatful to have ever gotten to met you!... for all i have done to you in the past to cause you pain i hope to never again do..
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Laura
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Drinking + sandcastles = a good time lol always will rememeber that time at the park hen you did the Jacky Chan move haha that was a great night, im glad
TO HER...
Amanda...
you have proven to me time and time again that, even thru the bad there will always shine good. Im glad that i have had the chance and privilige to share this time with you... I Plan to share alot more with you... you cant get rid of me that easy =).
Oh how i will always remember that night at the screening, and what and where it lead to =) ever since October 5th you have continued to change my life for the better, when im around you it seems the world is a little brighter, the problems we face are weakend, and the foes we must struggle with dissapear. Amanda you have changed me and I thank you, im so glad to have gotten to meet you, and Im even more greatful for the chance to Love you
baby this is only the beginnig to a long loving relationship.
I think you can do much better than me
After all the lies I made you believe
Guilt kicks in and I start to see
The edge of the bed
Where your nightgown used to be
I told myself I wouldn't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
While looking through your old box of notes
I found those pictures I took
That you were looking for
If there's one memory I don't want to lose
That time at the mall
You and me in the dressing room
I told myself I won't miss you
But I remembered
What it feels like beside you
I really miss your hair in my face
And the way your innocence tastes
And I think you should know this
You deserve much better than me
The bed I'm lying in is getting colder
Wish I never would've said it's over
And I can't pretend that I won't think about you when I'm older
Cause we never really had our closure
together my you and Mike are unseperable, always will be be close friends... only once can you get such a random group of ppl and make them your best friends who stick with you even if the odds are against you.
congrats on the baby Jamie, ill come see you all soon =)