like really. why do i think i have a chance. i really dont. plus i hardly know him. and he seems to have quite alot of girls after him. so why would he take the time to get to know me. i just get my hopes up. and usually end up falling. hard. like. grrrrr. i really should stop. but i just cant. and i cant tell him. then he will never take the time to get to know me. cause he'll just be creeped out. but its not like im in love with him. he just seems like a cool guy. ugh.
sorry. just had to let that one out.