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It scares the shit out of me and I don't like the feeling.
You're sitting there, you're wondering do I have food on my face, am I eating, am I talking too much,
are they talking enough,
am I interested I'm not really interested,
should I play like I'm interested but I'm not that interested
but I think he might be interested but do I want to be interested but now he's not interested?
So all of the sudden I'm getting, the whole. . . I'm starting to get interested vibe...
And then "oh my god" is he going to try and kiss me?
Do I have to wait for the door cause I have no idea if he will or not and then it's awkward, it's like well goodnight.
Do you do like that ass-out hug?
Where you like, you hug each other like this and your ass sticks out cause you're trying not to get too close or
do you just go right in and kiss them on the lips or don't kiss them at all?
It's very difficult trying to read the situation.
And all the while you're just really wondering are we gonna get hopped up enough to make some bad decisions?
Perhaps play a little game called "just the tip". J
ust for a second, just to see how it feels.
Or, ouch, ouch you're on my hair.[/color]
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