:+: I AM: :+: Strong
:+: I WILL ALWAYS :+: love you
:+: I MISS :+: my god son all the time
:+: I HEAR :+: music
:+: I CRAVE :+: sugar and ciggarettes
:+: I WORRY :+: that ill never figure it out
:+: I REGRET :+: nothing
:+: I L0VE :+: alot
:+: I'M ALWAYS :+: wishing i could explain it all
:+: I SING :+: All the time(not well)
:+: I CANT STAND :+: lies
:+: I L0ST :+: a big part of me and ive worked hard to get it back
:+: I LIKE :+: the rain
:+: I LISTEN :+: to music
:+: I CAN BE F0UND :+: at work or home mostly
:+: I NEED :+: a life lol
:+: I KN0W THAT :+: you love me an always will
:+: I H0PE :+: all your dreams come true
:+: I WANT :+: perfection
:+: I AM ALWAYS :+: laughing
:+: I WISH :+: for a great future
:+: I CRY :+: when i need to
:+: I FEEL :+: an unexplainble feeling
:+: I BELIEVE :+: that we belong together
:+: I OBSESS :+: about what the hell im going to do with my life
:+: I HATE :+: what he did
I'LL ALWAYS :+: love you
I FELL :+: alot of time im a clutz
I WILL :+: love u 4 ever no matter where u are
I WONT:+: let u walk away
I THINK:+: your beautiful
I SHOULD:+: let it all out
I COULD:+: just keep it all to myself
I WOULD:+: break down eventually
I DIDNT:+: forget and sometimes it still hurts
I LOOKED:+: for nothing i stopped an then i found u
I HURT:+: alot of people an im sorry
I HATE:+: that all my friends moved
I FEAR:+: people i love dying
I DONT:+: care what people think
I FEEL:+: alive when u kiss me
I CARE:+: about alot of people
I AM ALWAYS TRYING TO:+: make u happy
I HIDE:+:
I WRITE:+: how i feel
I LEARN TO:+: smile an nod
I WILL BE:+: yours and yours alone
I SAY:+: the truth
I DONT THINK:+: u truley get it
I LOVE TO:+: kiss u and hold u
I ALWAYS:+:want something more
I HAVE:+: the most beautiful gos son in the world
I BELIEVE :+: that things will get better
I L0VE :+: you and u alone
I KISS :+: you
I HELP :+: clean
IM DEVOTED :+:to u
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* what is youth? a dream? what is love? the substance of a dream[/color][/size]
i like all sorts of music it counts mostly on the lyrics to the song the beat or my mood[/color][/size]
shout outs [/color][/size]
alyss-ur my gurl weve been friends for along time and u mean alot to me dont know what i would do with out you u an i have been through so much i am so close with u ur family took me in as one of there own just as my family did for you and that means so much to me i love you i cant belive you are going to be a mommy i am so excited you dont even know
bryce- you like my mom my sis and my best friend u take care of me u have no idea how thankful i am and how many times uve saved me. it hurts so much to see u hurting liek this please know i am always here you have always been part of my life u were my only siter when erin wasent here to care you helped raised me when i look at u u are so beauiful u have no idea i love you so much
sarah- you have touched my life in away you could never even imagine u are always here for me as i will be for you we have been through alot in such a short time i hope we will remain friends forever i will always take care of you i love u
alisha-u are beutiful no matter what people say ur a great friend and we will destroy the allgiators
erika-fucke weve been through alot but u are still my gurl ur liek my siter
sam- haha **** we are good friend good old drunking itmes im always here for u ur also liek a sis to me i am always buy ur side i will protect u from the world u are so beautiful and sweet im so happy u found someone who makes u so happy it is so great to see u smile so much kayla b-ur so funny i love u babe i am always here for u please keep ur chin up things will get better