kweenblaze - 21, Female, Surrey
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nice.
well thanks for lastnight, my only issue is that you just
would give me the eye and a look and then turn away without an answer...
thanks for being considerate.
 

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you will be missed.
rest in peace.
alicia marie begon


you made an everlasting footprint in my heart.
you will be truly missed i wish things did not
have to end this way. im still finding myself saying
"no no, ill see her again" im in complete denial and i hate
the fact that i never even got to say goodbye. im constantly beating
myself up about this, wishing there was just something i could
have done to help you. like if i had only reached out to you when
you called me and wanted to chill, but i just couldnt get over the
fact that you wouldnt tell me the truth.You have no idea now how
selfish i feel. im truly sorry that the past few months we havent had
very many nice conversations with eachother. i wanted to get through
our rough patch so badly. we always got through them. i love you always
and forever and those tattoos we talked about getting. im getting it just for
you baby. and i cant wait until the day i get to see you again up in heaven.
but for now im just going to have to try my best to cope with the fact i will
never see you untill then, i only hope that you will watch over me and be
my guardian angel in life like you already were before; now its legit. my
only hope for you now is that your fully at peace and im so glad your not
suffering inside anymore. what i would do just to see you smile, to hear you laugh,
and to hold you just one last time. i would never let go, just like ill never
let go of you. ill think of you always . and cherish our memories untill we can
make new ones someday. i love you so much. love always.

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Everyday i live, from this day forth
im living for you now baby.