Baby its a long shot for this but I can't believe your gone. I will spend the rest of my life regretting giving up on you. I lost my mind and I was a selfish child. Everynight you've been gone i've missed you like mad and I'll never ever forgive myself for letting you out of my reach, but , one day in the future I hope you will come back to me cause I know you better then anyone else and I will give my dreams up to make yours come true if I have to. We will make the family you never had and your all i'm gunna need for motivation to do anything. It will be totally different bb and I promise you this. Even if i've said it before it doesn't mean i'm still not trying to do it. Anyways if you ever come across this I just want you to know letting you go to vancouver was the biggest mistake of my life i should have done something or chased you there because your my world maggie.. my forever and always and I love you so much. One day i'll find my way back to your side..one day, I promise..