i am a total fucking asshole... and totally emo right now
first of all i don't even know why i got that reward
second of all why do you think i'm just one big excuse for life
third of all thank you for making my day have at least one moment of happyness i love how you could just throw a smile on my face so easily
next, kaitie it isn't your fault thank you so much your such a babe just next time pick someone who deserves it..
after next, i don't see how you think this is just some big show i'm putting on to save my ass you don't have a clue how horrible i felt and feel right now nothing i do can make you think i'm worth anything
last maybe, again thank you for well.... you know
i hate how i can go from feeling so shitty to feeling on top of the world then getting crushed by it in hardly half an hour...