Say hello,
to whispering slow
hauntings in my head.
Push me back,
into the color scheme
of the dead around my bed.

And if you tried to save me
You would blame me for the trouble that I'm in.
Sleep tight
on your midnight flight to the happiness you've been missing.

Burn me,
Spread my ashes on the moon.
This is just as close to heaven,
as I could ever get to.

And if you tried to save me
you would blame me for the trouble that I'm in.
Sleep tight
on your midnight flight to the happiness that you've been missing

I will die in vain,
with only rumours to my name
Oh, the blind,
they can see how the cancer of words is spreading.

And if you tried to save me
you would blame me just like everyone else did.
Sleep tight
on your midnight flight to the happiness you've been missing.

When life falls apart;
It seems I am alone.
Just sitting here, sinking inside myself.
Which is nowhere to be found.
I used to have it figured out,
a know-it-all.
a nobody.
I thought I could see, understand.
But, I will never understand anything,
And so it seems I have failed them all once again.
And I will fail them all till the end.
of my life.
Of this life.
Long lost misery.
I used to feel, everything, anything.
With a soul.
But when your soulless.
I am soulless.
You can't feel anything.
Not the sun.
Not the winter air.
Stone.
Stoned.
Here we go agian.

I’m running in circles, now
With my head, just above ground
And as this world slowly spins around, I’ll Be waiting…

Sometimes I get scared
Of, what you might think
And my body aches, from broken attempts to be
Accepted, in this fake reality

Please ask me again
If I’m Ok
so I can Look at you and say
What Do You think?

If I was ok, If I was Ok
Would I look So down?
If was Ok, If I was Ok
Would Be standing by myself?
If I Was Ok, If I was Ok
Would you be here right now?
If I was Ok …

Slow motion waves of, dead
I’ll lie back and watch the colors, over head
As they serenade my soul back to sleep, I’ll be dreaming…

So Please ask me again
If I’m Ok
so I can Look at you and say
What Do You think?

If I was ok, If I was Ok
Would I Look so Down?
If was Ok, If I was Ok
Would be standing by myself?
If I was Ok, If I was Ok
Would you be here right now?
If I was Ok …

Broken mirror on the wall,
who’s the fairest of them all? X4


If I was ok, If I was Ok
Would I look So down?
If was Ok, If I was Ok
Would Be standing by myself?
If I was Ok, If I was Ok
Would you be here right now?
If I was Ok …
If I was Ok …

What Is It About Smoking?
I Know It's Killing Me But I Still Can't Seem To Resist Sucking Back The Toxicins. Here I Find Myself Studing Every Swirl the Smoke Makes In The Air As It Leaves My Mouth. It's Like A Delicate Disease. I Can Feel It Imprinting The Tumor in My Brain, Marking The Cancer In My Lungs.
Oh, But I'll Never Get Enough. Becasue Quitting Is For Losers And I Always Win.
So Can You Tell What's Wrong With This Picture?
In Actuality Everything About This Moment Is A Flaw...
Words Are So Meaningless ...
It's Always Actions That Count

Sitting underneath the co-flourecent lights
Shadows hide from the motion pictures sight
Cataloging all the time it takes to see
All the colors on the back of a butterfly wing

Tears dripping from a frozen say of sun
I'll stand by you till the waterworks are done
And If my alarm goes off to soon
I'll close my eyes, and drift back to you

Rehearsing monotone waves through my head
Shrieking hummingbirds remind me I'm not dead
And after all the sickness leaves my mind
So will every memory of the good times

Multicolored dreams of a parasitic life
Suffication by reality should be suffice
And as I look up to stare at the sky
I'm reminded of everytime, I said goodbye

Tears dripping from a frozen say of sun
I'll stand by you till the waterworks are done
And If my alarm goes off to soon
I'll close my eyes, and drift back to you
I'll close my eyes ...
And drift back to you

Feel it all
Rush through your skin
Inject the words
Let the show begin
I have years of my life to spend
Let's try it

Silver stars
Complicate the plans
Of tredding water till I drown
I'm losing altitude again
Undecided

Let's get high
Oh, Let's get high
I want to touch the sky
So let's all get high, oh.

Tremble beneath the atmosphere
Sufficate under the tears
I want to be any where but here
So let's find it

And Let's get high
Oh, Lets get high
I want to fly
So let's get high, oh.

And here we go
Off the ground
Sit back and your world will be found
as it burns your lungs
And scatters your veins
It will be perfect till you come down agian

So Let's get high
Oh, Let's get high
I want to touch the sky
So let's get high
Let's get high
Oh, Let's get high

The eyes of Philosophy
Seep through onto Centered Lines
As he suffers from the whiplash
That mood swings, and addiction brought to life
Cascaded by the consistent failure
That time continually portrays
Good bye open mind
Hello toxic Haze

That Speed dating was invented by a rabbi
to help Jewish people find eachother ?

What a crazy world we live in ....

Tomorrow came
And you weren't there
And as the bile protested and gagged me
My eyes stayed clear
Fixed on the world I thought I knew
As it shattered and let the truth drift through the toxic air
Tomorrow came
And you weren't there

Ignorance is bliss
Until it slaps you in the face and shakes you
Looks you in the eyes and breaks you
Ignorance Is bliss
Until it takes you
Your mind, Your body, Your soul
So that even when the answer was there to save you
You smile and turn away

You may see me,
And I may smile,
But all I am is a shell,
After that night.

It's brought to me by a holy ghost
Intitled to a after life of sin
My melodramatic view of this
Has dragged me into this place I'm in

Feel it move beneath your hollow skin
Cry out to the trees
When your heart has nothing left to give
Then you will be like me

The sun cried out in agony
as it's flesh burned away until all that was left was bone to bare
Were all alone in this one my friend
Get your ammunition
Rappid fire till the end

Slow down the highway I'm lost at war agian
Find the peice of the puzzle
I'm drowning in
This life will end to a motion picture
With a photography to show how it began....

The wrath of words and their victims, this is my downfall, and feel my dismay,
I can't stand the way I hurt you, but to me it's a game and it's the only way I know how to play.
So here I am where I started, with pieces of me on the floor, there you are where you started, crying on the phone.

The static on the radio, taught me how to show my pain,
Through the concequences of memories, I've learned (my where and when).
I'm sorry that you were stupid enough, to trust in me, the dead.
I'm about as stable as a rocking chair,
My only movement is ahead and back and again.

My metalic heart doesn't see your pain, tell me what it is that made me this way.
There's a hole in my mind, where compassion should be,
I'm walking blind, through the rage of the sea.

You became attatched to a different person,
The person I use to be.

This person I am now,
Doesn't need your sympathy.

Independence wasn't just a motive,
It was who I have become.

The person you use to love is gone and never coming back.
This person I am today, s here to stay,
And isn't afraid of my past.

And even though it hurts me, what I said before is what I have been feeling for a while.