arg m so stressed
school- tests, exams,compettition
work- almost fired
need stuff i dont have the money for
missing my Brant Brant
arg!!!!

sooooooooooooooo nervous about school
hope theres another tard there!!!

Too many thoughts at once! erg!

Blech...
Maybe i'm thinking to much?
just stressssssed out!

just doesn't deal well with certain things....

oh well to happy about being graduated to be mad

life is becoming so different and it kinda sucks...
it used to be simple... now its fucked...
i have so much to do. so little time.
things are just so confusing.

i donno... i'm just being a glum bum
deff need some icecream later

WHO THE FUCK HACKED MY ACCOUNT!? YOU STUPUD MOTHER FUCKERS!!!
I'VE ONLY GIVEN MY PASSWORD OUT TO TWO PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOUR GONNA FUCKING HEAR FROM ME!!!!

HOW CITY ARE YOU?

[] I've been to Starbucks more than once in my life
[ ] I link arms whenever I walk with someone
[] I shop at AE, A&F, or HCO
[] I own 2 or more polo shirts
[x] I will never be caught without my cellphone
[x] I straighten or blow dry my hair on a daily basis

TOTAL: 2

[] I wear flipflops no matter what the weather
x] I own an oversized pair of sunglasses
x] I own 1 or more pairs of ripped jeans
[] I layer my shirts
[] I will do anything to get the best Facebook pic
[x] I had a "Facebook mirror pic"

TOTAL: 3

[] When I'm not drinking starbucks/second cup I prefer water
[ ] I get annoyed with tom-boys
x] I own an oversized bag or purse
[] I have seen an episode of Laguna Beach
[] My new addiction is 8th & Ocean or the Hills
[x] I say "lol" in every sentence of every online conversation
[x] I own tight jeans

TOTAL: 3

[] I wear large necklaces
[x] I own an iPod/mp3 player
[x] The internet = survival
x] one of the sports I play/played is Football,Baseball,Basketball
[x] I have more than 1 MSN screen name

TOTAL: 4

[x] I have said "lol" or "OMG!" in a real conversation
[x] I love shopping
[] I shop whenever I have a chance
[] I own a bathing suit that cost 100 dollars or more
[x] I have watched the Simple Life

TOTAL: 15

***add the x's & Multiply By 3 & Put "I'm % City***

i'm 45% city.

HOW COUNTRY ARE YOU?

HAVE YOU...

[x] ridden a horse
[] owned a horse
[] owned land
[x] been 4wheelin
[x] say "ain't"
[ ] been cow-tipping
[ ]been deer hunting
[x] been swimming in a lake..
x] caught a fish
[ ]Seen a deer get skinned..

Total: 5


You ...

x] have worked on a ranch or on land
[x] have lived in a house in the middle of nowhere
[] have been duck hunting
[x] have went swimming in a river
x] driven or have owned a truck
[ ] own/ed a rebel flag
[x] like to fish
[] have a funny accent... or thats what people tell you ****sometimes*****
[] own/owned a pair of cowboy boots
[ ] own/owned a cowboy hat
[x] own/have owned a big dog.
x] sometimes say "y'all"
x] have gotten made fun of for sayin "y'all"

Total: 12

You also...
[x] cuss when you're mad
[] have dipped/dip snuff
[x] gone to church on sunday
[] owned/own a hunting dog
[] have riddin a horse to somewhere in town
[x]have gone on a field trip to a farm/ranch
[x] have eaten deer/elk meat ***eww***
[x]have shot a gun
[x] always listen to country music
[x] park your vehicles in the yard

Total: 19

You...
[ ] have gone shopping...for a gun
[ ] get the kids in your family a toy gun for christmas
[] wear long sleeves even in the summer
[x] know what stirrups are
[] have fed the deer..
[x] know the difference between a guitar and a banjo

total: 21

***Add the x's & Multiply By 3 & Put "I'm % Country

i'm 63% country

i'm so sick of being so damn confused
i honestly do not know what i want right now...
i kinda wanna run back
but at the same time i wanna run away
i wanna run to him
but i wanna run solo

i'm just trying not to hurt anyone
including myself

i just wanna have fun
but at the same time i don't wanna have fun alone

i just wanna be careless
but at the same time cared about

i feel a change coming
but i think it;s a good one
cause boy i'm sure havin fun

When someone says "we need to talk", what runs through your head?
" could be einteresting"

What mood are you in?
Rather blah.

Does it bother you when you text somebody and they take forever to text back?
yes it does!

Do you want your phone to ring at this moment?
If it rings, it rings.

What color are your eyes?
Hazel

Are you tan?
no

What did you do last night?
worked... and argued. :S

When is your birthday?
oct 22

Tell me what's on your mind?
that i'm tired and work is gonna be blah

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
well the middle of my sleep. which was at 8 am lol

Have you ever liked someone, then realized you didn't?
yeah ha ha!!!

What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?=
ice tea

What was the last song you sang out loud?
don't remember

Was it a boy or a girl to text you last?
boy. Brant

Do you own a piece of clothing with your school name on it?
yeah... i'm wearing it right now lol

Would you honestly take a bullet for your sibling if you have one?
couldn't tell ye lol

What would be the first thing you would do if you woke up as the opposite sex?
jack off

Is the light on in the room you're currently in?
no, the sun is shining

How many letters are in your last name?
8... is it sad i jsut counted them on my fingers? lol

What's your ring size?
i think 6 or 7

What did you dream about last night?
my bf...it was sad

Is there a girl that knows everything or mostly everything about you?
obviously!

Did the one person who hurt you the most apologize?
yeah

Do you like someone at this point?
obviously!

Would you kiss the last person you kissed?
of course!

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose?
I obviously summer!

You have to get a piercing, what do you get?
my tongue

Plans for tomorrow?
school.

Is anything wrong?
always

What were you doing this morning at 5:30am?
just falling alseep

How many windows are open on your computer?
one. but 2 tabs. oh wait and msn

Was the first person you talked to today male or female?
male. Brent

Who was the last person you rode in a car with?
my maja and step faja

What woke you up this morning?
probably my parents being so damn loud

When was the last time you talked to a sibling?
today

Is your hair curly or straight?
narturally wavey.. but currently curly

Do you wear glasses?
Nope.

Are you currently jealous?
meh

What jewelery are you currently wearing?
my jamies and my grad shirt

Have you ever in any way, been betrayed by someone you trust?
who hasn't!?

Are you picky about who you give your number to?
sorta

What do you prefer: McDonalds or Burger King?
McDonalds.

Would you rather go to Greece or Hawaii?
Hawaii

Are you too shy to ask someone out?
girls don't ask guys out

Are you afraid of thunderstorms?
Naw.

Is there a person in your life that points out every negative thing about you?
yes :S

Where’s the closest hoodie to you right now?
on me?

Who did you last get an argument with?
Lawrence. deuche!

Do you think you could live without your cell phone?
no

Where is your dad right now?
who knows :S

Do you do your homework?
enough

Are you friends with any cheerleaders?
nah not rly

What was the last thing you burnt?
my hand

Who was the last person you took a picture with?
i think Josh...

Have you seen your best friend naked?
you bet i have lol

Have you ever been in the hospital?
As a visitor only.

Would you date someone that none of your friends like?
pretty sure i am :s

Does your phone have to be charged every day?
yes ha ha

Who did you last hug?
most likely Josh

Have you ever crawled through a window?
Yeah.

Morning or night person?
Night

Missing anyone?
always

Last movie you watched?
probably that joy ride movie

Do You build up walls from people?
not intentionally

Are you faithful?
Yezzir.

lover or fighter?
Lover. unless im angry then fuck you all im just an angry person ha ha

do you believe in foreseeing the future?
No.

Should people always say bye when parting?
no, say see ya later

can you hibernate when upset?
mhmm.

Whats the last good thing that happened to you?
not sure :S

favorite day of the week?
probably sunday.. rxcept i dread mondays so iunno probably saturday

To talk or not to talk?
Talk.

life changes too much and too quickly :S

gaw
i hate how i had everything i'd ever want or need and i don't have it anymore
i hate that it's been a year and it still gets to me
i hate how i'm actually jealous of her :S
fuck i hate this

Is It Bad Knowing That I'll Never Be As Happy As I Once Was?

haven't done a quiz in so long, thought I'd do it.
40 Secrets About Yourself, be HONEST.

1. Name one song that reminds you of an ex- old school by hedley

2. Where was your default pic taken? my bedroom

3. What's your middle name? Thérese

4.Relationship status? complicated

6. What is your current mood? tired but cozy

7.What color underwear are you wearing? black

8. what makes you happy? my friends

11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be? a cat, they have it made

12. Ever had a near death experience? pretty much lol.

13. Something you do a lot? Crack my fingers.

14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now? heartless

15. Who did you copy and paste this from? Itcha

16. Name someone with the same b-day as you? my pepere.

17. When was the last time you cried? few days?

18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience? Hellz no

19. If you could have one super power what would it be? to read minds

20. First thing you notice about the opposite/same sex? smile

21. What do you usually order from Starbucks? i don't go there.

23. Favorite color? Yellow

24. When was the last time you lied? iunno.

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or TV shows? Yup

27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment? nothing

28. Do you speak any other language? French

29. What's your favorite smell? no idea.

30. If you could describe your life in one word what would it be? chaotic

31. When was the last time you gave/received a hug? iunno yesterday? maybe the day before

32. Have you ever been kissed in the rain? i think so

33. What are you thinking about right now? How i have some friends that i will remain friends with forever.

34. What should you be doing? taking a bath lol.

35. What was the last thing that made you upset/angry? Some things i was told

37. Do you like working in the yard? Meh

38. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want? No idea

39. Do you act differently around your crush? no ha ha
A N G E R

1. Are you currently mad at someone? yes

2. Which family member has the worst temper? me.

3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone's face? yes

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry? no

5. When you're mad do you prefer to keep to it yourself? nope

E X C I T E M E N T

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? No

2. If you won a million $$$'s what would be your first thoughts be? yay my school is paid for.

3. If you could have anything right now, what would it be? happyness
Y O U

1. Name: Missy
2. Where were you born?: Grace hospital
3. Your hometown?: LDB/ Powerview.
4. What's your main goal in life?: Be successfully happy
5. Do you want to have children? yeppers
6. How do you want to die? : By my own choice. Screaming, naked and sweaty, just how i came in to this worl

O P I N I O N S

1. Sex before marriage? : why not? would you wanna marry someone and find out their terrible in bed?
2. Lower the drinking age? : No
3. Recycling?: Me and like, most of the world are way too lazy for bullshit like that.

L O V E

1. Do you have a crush?: nah
2. Who is the best hugger?: Moose
3. Love at first sight? usually doesn't work out

L A S T

1. Person you saw not in your family? Melyssa.
2. Person you hugged?: Probably Josh
3. Movie watched?: star wars :S.
4. Song you listened to?: Don't remember
P L A N S

1. What are you doing now?: This... and talking to Melyssa
2. What are you doing tonight?: i don't think anything. maybe chill with Stacie and Melyssa
3. What are you going to eat for dinner?: who knows

I N T H E L A S T M O N T H H A V E Y O U

1. Bought something?: Yes
2. Gotten sick? no
3. Been hugged? yes
4. Felt stupid? yes
5. Missed someone? Yeah
6. Failed a test? no
7. Danced? yes
8. Slept with someone? Yep.
9. Slept with more than one person? no

F U T U R E

1. Do you want to get married?: yes
2. What kind of house do you want? a big one ha ha
H A V E Y O U E V E R

1. Shaved your head bald? yes
2. Taken over an hour to get ready? yea
3. Gone to jail? not rly

A R E Y O U G O I N G T O

1. Continue using the computer? Yup.
2. Hang out with someone today? maybe
4. Go to school? its sunday

W H I C H I S B E T T E R

1. Rain or snow? rain.
2. Summer or Winter? summer.
3. Text messaging or MSN? depends
4. McDonalds or A&W?McDonalds
5. Movies or shows? Shows.

H A V E Y O U E V E R

1. Said "I Love you"? yes.
2. Given money to a homeless person? no
4. Waited all night for a phone call? yes
5. Snuck out: yes
6. Looked at the stars? yes
7. Sleep in a bed with a person of the same sex? yes
9. Stolen money from a Friend? no, well my mom iut of the coin jar
10. Seen someone die? no
11. Been on an airplane? yes
12. Slept all day? yes
13. Missed someone so much it hurt? yes
14. Fallen asleep during school? yes
15. Been lonely? Yeah.
16. Cheated in a game? yes lol
17. Been in a car accident? yes
18. Had detention? yes
19. Been so happy you cried? No
21. Regretted loving someone? Naw