I can say my life is good,, in a way it is. Lots of friends, big house..  But in the same way im not..Fulfilled? cuz still I spend Friday night alone,,   dunno. I've never been the same, more,, insightful I guess? But I've never been
sure who I am or what I beleive. Screwed in the head to.. still dealing with heartbreak from almost a year ago. My friends are different,, not the people i rember.. I've got no love. no ones interested in me,, I've alwYs just been the friend,, so I was hoping maybe this summer would be different,, find someone fer me,, and maybe this time not almost cause my death.