do you know how hard it is,
to see you after almost a year,
if our eyes meet you look away and act as if weve never met
and when i see you it takes everything in my power not to start crying
and fuuk it
i was almost better again
then i saw you and everything fell apart
that night all the pain came rushing back
except sharper,
toturing me till i gave in to the memories and the thoughts
ill never forget you
even if you already forgot me
and when dan-elle talks to you
ill just stare at my feet, you wouldnt notice anyways
the dreams are coming back
nd there worse
i cant fuckin take this i just need to talk to you
i got you
and you got me more than anyone else
i miss you
soo much
what i wouldnt give, to talk to you,
be friends
if we could be friends just for one day
just one day of talking to you again
i would be perfectly fine with dying the next day
:'(
fuck this hurts