I wish i was a little girl again; where weight never mattered- where we spent lunches playing soccer in winter; not watching people get beat up- where wearing make up never happened unless mom was going out- and where innocence still had a great existence upon us. When we were little, we could not wait to grow up, to see what we looked like, who we would be friends with, how the idea of being a teenager was the most exciting thought... thinking about being able to drive like mom, and being able to have a beer like dad, having a girlfriend or boyrfriend like that older sibling of yours. Now that we are older, all we want is to be little again; no responsibilities, everyday was a good day, everyone was your friend, and doing drugs was not even an option.

"Well good morning beautiful, just noticed you online and well I could not just check you out and not say hi. That would be kinda creepy lol. I also wanted to say congratulations, I noticed you were looking for a great and probably amazing guy. Well guess what. You found him. Not only am I an amazing guy, I'm romantic at times too. The kind that strives in making your friends jealous and say your so lucky

Anyways. Hope I was able to put a smile on your face. I look forward to your reply.

Your new friend possibly even future ex bf ( kidding ),

Mike"

hahahahahahahaha oh my fucking god. your a joke.

talking to people last night and hearing their stories made me realize my life could be way worse, and im so lucky.
Im so grateful that you came home safe stef. You mean a lot to my mom and blake and thys and i, and it makes me cry thinking that you may not have returned.
I also realized that i have my whole life ahead of me and i need to move on from certain things and certain people because there are way better people out there.
You guys also made a valid point about toxic people in my life and how they dont deserve my time.

Thank you to becca, kait, jordan, rusty, and jay.
You guys are the best <3

Now,
don't just walk away
pretending everything's okay and you don't care about me.
And I
know it's just no use.
When all your lies become your truths and I don't care.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Could you look me in the eye,
and tell me that you're happy now.
Oooh.
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now?
Are you happy now?

You
took all there was to take,
and left me with an empty plate and you don't care about it, yeah.
And I
am giving up this game,
and leaving you with all the blame, cause I don't care.
Yeah, yeah, yeah.

Could you look me in the eye,
and tell me that you're happy now oooh.
Would you tell it to my face or have I been erased,
Are you happy now?
Oooh.
Are you happy now?

Yeah, yeah.
Do you really have everything you want.
You could never give something you ain't got,
you can't run away from yourself.

Could you look me in the eye,
and tell me that you're happy now.
Yeah, yeah.
Come on tell it to my face or have I been replaced,
are you happy now?
Yeah, yeah, yeah, ohh, ohh.
Yeah.
ohh oh.
Would you look me in the eye,
could you look me in the eye.
I've had all that i can take i'm not about to break cause I'm happy now.
Oooh.

Are you happy now?

"You're not sure that you love me
But you're not sure enough to let me go
Baby it ain't fair you know
To just keep me hangin' 'round

You say you don't wanna hurt me
Don't want to see my tears
So why are you still standing here
Just watching me drown"

Alrighty, just going to rant; k so you hate me for an irrelevant reason, if that no reason at all. I have never done any thing to you, but bitch about you for basically breaking my heart; hahaha and then you get mad at me for not taking you back at a switch of a moment? Well what do you expect, perhaps if you would have given me time and actually been friends with me first for a bit we could have gotten back together.

But ive come to realize, your just a dirt bag like the rest of them and i shouldn't even be thinking about you. And i haven't been, but then tonight i did; but that's besides the point. I met someone new and 10 times better than you who smokes pot, but doesn't do it around me or comes around me high. He treats me right; he takes me out and makes me feel like gold. All you ever did was make me cry. So FUCK YOU. This little heart of mine is getting healthy again and learning how to love slowly but surely and learning how to trust now that you've taken a hike.

P.S. Your replacement who is ten times better and more amazing, is teaching me how to drive. so FUCK YOU X2.

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

My uncle dale makes my days.
Currently, his profile picture on facebook is a kitten pointing a gun with the caption of " bob tried to steal my steak. Bad mistake bob. "
Not to mention he sleeps through everything, so i can scream and yell while hes sleeping and all i hear is a content snoring.
Haha, makes my days.

Alright, so i realized today just how much i hate people that make a bunch of albums on facebook claiming its " photography " but all the fucking pictures are either inverted, gray scale, or blurred to shit.
Here's an idea, type in photography on google and look at images, there ya go.
Now perhaps youll be introduced to what photography actually looks like.
K? Thanks,
PS.
Leave it to the ones who are good at it.

My new favorite name to call someone who makes me angry is gooch licker.
I think its way more suitable than bitch, asshole, fag face(although i enjoy this one), the c word, fuck head etc.
So next time anyone says anything mean to me that i care about, they are getting called a gooch licker.
P.S. Thank you to Michelle for telling me two months ago what a gooch was.

1. How old do you want to live to?

2. Would you rather lose your sight or hearing?

3. Do you prefer crowds or small groups?

4. Tell me about your best friend

5. Tell me all the places you worked

6. Have you got any scars?

7. What was your first car?

8. Who's your favorite movie star?

9. What's your most embarrassing moment?

10. What's your favorite song?

11. What were your life changing moments?

12. First girlfriend/boyfriend?

13. Where was your first kiss?

14. What is the dumbest thing you have ever done?

15. Have you ever been arrested?

16. Political affiliation?

17. Have you voted for someone you wished you hadn’t?

18. Have you used drugs?

19. Do you like to shop?

20. What's your best way to relax?

21. Favorite thing to do alone?

22. Ever had a one night stand?

23. Do you save money?

24. What hobbies to you spend money on?

25. If you found a $100 what would you do?

26. Do you want children/more children?

27. Are you a good parent?

28. What makes a good parent?

29. Are you romantic?

30. Ever loose a pet?

31. Dogs or cats?

32. Pets growing up?

33. So you sleep in the nude?

34. What's your favorite midnight snack?

35. Do you exercise?

36. Did you ever see your parents making love?

37. Peanut butter and what?

38. What is one food you will never give up?

39. What is a food you can live without?

40. Favorite drink?

41. Perfect day?

42. How many cds do you own?

43. How many dvds to you own?

44. Favorite thing to spend money on?

45. What is the weirdest thing about you?

46. What is on your bedside table?

47. Are you cheap or thrifty?

48. Ever been in love with 2 people at the same time?

49. Grades in high school?

50. Favorite teacher?

51. Relatives in jail?

52. Toppings on pizza?

53. Black or white?

54. Glass half full or half empty?

55. Ever been to a food shelf?

56. Ever milked a cow?

57. Ever tipped a cow?

58. Bath or shower?

59. Mountains or the beach?

60. Plane, train or automobile?

61. Favorite all time movie?

62. Worse movie you have ever seen?

63. Best concert you have been to?

64. Beer, wine or coffee?

65. Best vacation?

66. If you could retire tomorrow what would you do?

67. Worse vacation?

68. Three places you would love to visit?

69. Worse boss?

70. If you could do anything what would it be?

71. Super powers you wish you had?

72. Ever had a massage?

73. Ideal romantic dinner?

74. Dumbest purchase you ever made?

75. Where did you find money when you were flat broke?

76. Ever sold blood?

77. What sporting event/concert/entertainment would you buy tickets to regardless of price?

78. Ever hit a jackpot on a slot machine?

79. Ever won the lottery?

80. What would you do with your lottery winnings?

81. Are you a neat freak?

82. Can’t stand being around people who_________?

83. What's your lucky number?

84. What was your best job?

85. What were your worst jobs?


86. Ever had a crush on a member of the same sex?

87. Pet peeves?

88. Most annoying habit?

89. Sexiest parts of a member of the opposite sex?

90. Major turn offs?

91. Tattoos?

93. Piercings?

94. Plastic surgery--would you/have you?

95. Computer geek?

96. Trekee?

97. Play an instrument?

98. Been in a band?

99. Favorite entertainer?