hehehehe in e-town xD with two of ma lovers!!!!!!

R.I.P Aunty, Uncle, Brendan, Jeremiah and Ayden <3 imissyou =[
Ayden, I'll keep smilling fer yew. You want be to be happy, so I'll try my hardest to be. Iloveyou fer ever. <3

By: Becca

My tears, keep filling up my eyes.
My mouth, screams out painfull cries.
My heart, is not broken.
My hands, make me feel unchosen.

But,
Your eyes, never lie.
Your smile, makes me smile.
Your lips, makes me want to have a kiss.
Your ears, are cute, but they can also hear me too.

And,
Our eyes, always meet.
Our talking, doesn't always make us speak.
Our feelings, may be deepen.
Our hands, i hope, will never let go.


Always follow your heart, dont ever let it stop. =)

Haha i had an overdose on saturday!!!!! =[ so no one ask why i didnt go to the party.

_{new addiction}:TRANCE and TECHNO =]

i dont know anymore. lol

Seriously!!! No one remembers my B-D is in 3 days. lol

Me:
I cant wait till tuesday!!!

Ayden:
Why? what happening that day?

Jeremiah:
yeah what you doing?

Me:
=[ its my birthday.

Jeremiah:
omg!! i totaly forgot, im so sorry.
im coming down sunday, staying for a week tho

Ayden:
Oh i should come down then.
hey Jmiah you should give me a ride down?!

Me:
Oh you guys should come down.
My perants are off for 2 weeks, come sleep at my place.
Plus lol i dont think anyone else remembers my b-d. =P

Ayden:
Fuck ya!!!!!!!!!

Jeremiah:
Yeah sure ill give yo a ride.
ill probably take u up on that offer bex.
ima call ya before i leave on sunday.

Me:
YAY!!! Ok sounds good.
So how things going.....

.....................long convo.............................

1. taken a picture naked? no
2. painted your room? yea
3. made out with a member of the same sex?no
4. drove a car? yea
5. danced in front of your mirror? yea
6. have a crush? yea
8. stole money from a friend? no
9. gotten in the car with people you didnt know? yea
10. been in a fist fight? yea
11. had feelings for someone who didn't have them back? hellz yea
12. had feelings for someone of the same sex? no
13. been arrested? yea
14. made out with a stranger? No
15. met up with a member of the opposite sex somewhere? yea
16. left your house with out telling your parents? Yea
17. had a crush on your neighbor? No
18. ditched school to do something more fun? yea
19. slept (not had sex) in a bed with a member of the opposite sex? Yea
20. seen someone die? yea
21. been on a plane? Yea
22. kissed a picture? no
23. slept in until 3? Yea
24. miss someone right now? yea
25. laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by? yea
26. made a snow angel? Yea
27. played dress up? no
28. cheated while playing a game? yea
29. been lonely? yea
30. fallen asleep at school?yea
31. been to a club? No
32. felt an earthquake? no
33. touched a snake? yea
34. ran a red light? no
35. been suspended from school? no
36. had detention? Yea
37. been in a car accident that you didnt cause? yea
38. hated the way you look? Yea
39. witnessed a crime? Yea
39. been the person doing the crime? Yea
40. pole danced? yea
41. been lost? yea
42. been to the opposite side of the country? no
43. felt so sick you thought you might die? Yea
44. cried yourself to sleep? yea
46. sang karaoke? yea
47. done something you told yourself you wouldn't? Yea
48. laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? Yea
49. caught a snowflake on your tongue? Yea
50. kissed in the rain? no
51. sang in the shower? yea
52. had sex in a park? No
53. had a dream where you were married? No
54. glued your hand to something? Yea
55. got your tongue stuck to a flag pole? yea
56. ever gone to school partially naked? No
57. been a cheerleader?yea
58. sat on a roof top? Yea
59. didn't take a shower for a week?no
60. ever too scared to watch scary movies alone? yes
61. played chicken? ye
62. been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? ye
64. broken a bone? no
65. been easily amused? Yea
66. laughed so hard you cried? no
67. mooned/flashed someone? yea
68. cheated on a test? yea
69: forgotten someones name? no
70. slept naked? no
71. gone skinny dipping? yea
73. blacked out from drinking? No
74. played a prank on someone? Yes
75. gone to a late night movie? Yes
76. made love to anything not human?no
77. failed a class? no
78. choked on something you're not supposed to eat? ye
79. played an instrument for more than 10 hours? no
80. been cheated on? yea
81. did you celebrate the 4th of July? No
82. thrown strange objects? no
83. felt like killing someone? yea
84. felt like running away? Yes
85. ran away?yea
86. did drugs?ye
87. had detention and not attend it? Yea
89. made a parent cry? Yea
90. cried about someone? Yes
91. had sex with more than one person in a 24 hour period? No
92. dated someone you didn't even like?yes
93. had/have a dog? no
95. own an instrument? no
96. been in band?no
97. drank 25 sodas in a day? no
98. broken a CD? Yes
99. shot a gun? ye
100. had feelings for one of your best/good friends? nope

I love a guy and he loves meh!!! He might ask me out, i hope he does! =)
Im going to miss Ayden though. Why does he have to move to Saskatshewan?

^{Anyone Want A Dedication!!?????}

Hehe lol anyone?