when i feel like its all you want from me
all you want is this act

i think you want to reject me
i think you wont ever come back

i don't want to feel like i've ruined you
and i don't want to deal with the pain

i hope you still love me dearly
and you just want me to try and refrain

from thinking ideas that just aren't true
and things you wont tell yourself

to you feeling like you're the reason why
i cant do anything but dwell

i feel like i'm a fucking time bomb
and that i might go off anytime

i just don't want to do this on you
but maybe this has left its prime

maybe its the fact i feel like damaged goods
and that i'm never going to be the same

but this isn't your fault and you shouldn't have to pay
for something even i feel is so lame.

when another one's done it there's no gratiphication on my part
where's that part me that once was lying in my heart

maybe i lost it when i lost myself in his opinions
and his admiration from i slowly diminished
as the heart on my sleeve quickly washed away

when i had doubts between lust and loving remarks
his words reassured his post
easy give, easy take is all they all think they'll ever have

when another one's done it there's no gratiphication on my part
where's that part me that once was lying in my heart

so tell me; where's that girl at the bottom of my heart.