....tried it for the first time a couple days ago....let me tell you that shit is trippy as hell. i was all out of it and drooling everywhere! fuck then i tried it again a yesterday, shit i thought i was on a train, idk if i like this stuff.

Please just leave me alone! (You know who you are)

I know it's been awhile since i've been on but i've been busy, so caught up in music and school work. But i'll get you guys up to date. So i've gotten back to together with Logan again. I know it seems like we're going on and off, but i can't help it...i love him. it took me awhile to realize it and i know him and i have...certain issues we need address and fix but i know we can get through it. i'm going to dartmouth and i'm so excited! i can't wait until summer, loads of money to waste and tons of parties to go to.

It's not as bad as it sounds....but it changed my life. For the better? hmmm yes I think so. Let's just hope I don't lose any friends over it.

please god don't let them.....

As usual this holiday has been an ever changing experience. From joyous to depressing. My vacation has a been a really good one. Christmas was great. It felt good spending time with my family, God knows it's been way too long. I miss them and I know they miss me. Alex has decided to stop going to Choate, well I can't really blame him. He was always a momma's boy. I got less then six months before i graduate and less then two months before i turn 18. Maybe I'll grow a couple inches before then too. haha

China is probably the epitome of the best vacation I had in my life. Almost every night we partied....but I also made a very bad decision. I'm sorry Cody. =/ I'll never forgive myself for that. Visiting all the great and wonderful places in China is sooo eye opening! If you ever have free time and the money I suggest seeing the Great Wall, it was so magnificent. I'm coming home and I'm getting a new phone. YAY!!!!!

I LOVE YOU

CODY

Hmmm I'm so loving life and all the wonderful gifts God has graced me with. I love this school year and soon it's coming to an end. Dartmouth here I come, I can't wait until I'm on my own. First thing I'm doing is going to Canada. Haha.

Recently I have been hear a lot about abortion and this is what I think. It's easy to say it's wrong because you won't have to deal with the after effect. Ultimately it's the women who will be going through the pregnancy and the labor, who will care for the baby and spend money on the baby; in addition to the other obligations of daily life. There is nothing called pro-choice and pro life. Both ideologies meet at one common point. Pro-Life - Life of the baby and Life of the mother. Life of the baby ultimately depends on mother’s health and it's best to allow the mother to choose for her, WHEN she wants a baby. There are arguements saying that the mental well being of the mother won't be good, but have you considered that having a baby you never wanted and then giving up for adoption won't be just a traumatic or even caring for a baby you never wanted will feel more like a job instead of a privilege. Getting rid of abortions won't help anything, instead it'll just create more problems. Illegal and unsafe abortions will be rising and then we'll have to attempt to restrict those. abortions will always be a part of society. Deciding factor whether to abort or not would be different for different people. To one abortion can be traumatic, to the other forced childbirth can be equally traumatic. It’s impossible to decide a particular set of rules for all. It all depends on the approach of each woman, her psychological strength, supportive circumstances that will not only help her decide but also being convinced about her decisions. In truth who wants to be told on how to life their life.

SOME FACTS

Half the percentage of women getting an abortion done is below (age) 25.

Around 60% of abortions are performed on never married women.

When a woman decides to go for an abortion, it’s not an impulsive decision, though the preceding act might be impetuous.

Concluding whether to abort, keep the baby or give it up for adoption is really hard and may lead to post-abortion trauma.