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i hate this.
I hate you for putting me through this.
Havent slept, havent eaten, havent stopped crying.
I love you and miss you.
And I want a good explaination for all of this!
You promised not to leave me! you promised not to hurt me!!!
this is ridiculous!!
dont say I love you unless you fucking mean it asshole! .

i try so hard

i don't understand why your like this.
At one point you said I was your first priority and now it doesnt seem like im even a part of your life.
are you ashamed of me?
what do you want me to do?
How do I make you see what i'm feeling?

i dont hate you sir.
Im just tired of your lies and your bullshit, you've lied to my family and I way to many times, and im done.
stop trying to cover up all your lies with another one, cuz we obviously see right through you. Just come out and tell us everything you've done and wipe the slate clean.
we brought you out here for a reason sir, and we want to help you, but you make it hard when we can't believe a damn thing your saying.
so please for the sake of our friendship, the risk of your life getting thrown back to where we saved you from...tell us the truth.

your amazing and sweet,
your awsum and talented,
your everything I wanted and so much more

i need change.
and real fast.

today has been a good day GO ME! lol ... lets hope it stays good

If you're reading this right now, even if we don't speak
often, please post a reply with a memory of you and I.
It can be anything you want. I don't care if it's good or bad.
When you're finished, post this little paragraph
on your blog and maybe you'll be surprised with what
people remember about you.

your know what...
i have a jealousy problem too ..
well its not so much jealousy... its hate.

so i had a good time in edmonton.. i actually didnt want to leave this time<3
saw Jazzy and Emily... and then went to west ed with Greg and his friend Kevin ... and bought crabs there cute hermit crabs that came with a cage and everything they were awsum... we gave them to kevin cuz he probly wont kill them lol .
im really sad i didnt get to see everyone tho
but next time i will be 18 wen i go and we can go drinking and have fun and ill see everyone cuz ill be down longer than a day hopefully.
it sucked that Ryan couldnt come with us. he would have had a blast!! i was actually sooo stoked to take him to galaxy land and to glow in the dark mini golf and stuff...os wells.. i brought him back something nice. a really nice blood red glass pipe he likes it
i also bought myself a bunch of tounge rings, belly button rings, clothes, hair products, makeup ....and some other stuff lol
so im happy <3

I dont hate her.
I really don't I think she is nice and very pretty.
its you whos making this hard.
i hate what your doing to both of us.

so my emotions got the best of me once again.
I read what she says about you...
and yes we are not together and won't be any time soon.
but once again dont say one thing and do another.

im done with you and your guilt trips.
but you gotta know it isnt about u, my brain is so fucked up right now with so much going on... it may seem everythings good but if you only knew what goes on in my head. truly noone does... and noone needs to know.

i am officially angry.

he says one thing then i see another.... ummm excuse me mr. ???

who the fuck do u think u r!!!