THE UNCOMFORTABLE SURVEY.
(Lets see if you can get through it. If not; you're too scared about your past)

- Longest relationship: almost a year
- How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you? pretty much all of them
- Have you ever thought you're going to marry the person you were with? Yeaa
- Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt? Love doesn't hurt.
- Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry? Yeaa
- Are you happier single or in a relationship? Relationship.
- Have you ever been cheated on? Yeaa
- Have you ever had your heart broken? yes..
- Have you ever broken someone's heart? Once or twice.
- Talk to any of your exes? Kinda
- Think any of your exes feel the same way about you the way they did when you were dating? i know one that does.
- Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? Not always.
- Have you dated people who were not good to you? Yea,
- Have you been in an abusive relationship? Yepp
- Have you dated someone older then you? I am right now.
- Dated someone younger then you? Yeaa
- Do you regret anything that you have or haven't done with a boyfriend or girlfriend? no..
- Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Sometimes. .
- Believe in love at first sight? Yes.
- Ever dated two people at once? Nope.
- Ever been given an Engagement ring? Yes
- Do you have something to say to any of your exes? Sure do!
- Ever stolen someone’s boyfriend or girlfriend? Once
- Ever liked someone else's boyfriend or girlfriend? Yes
- Does heartbreak really feel as bad as it sounds? sure does.

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: Megann Urquhart
Birth date: January 22 1994
Current Location: Didsbury
Eye Color: Green
Hair Color: Blonde and Pink
Righty or Lefty: Lefty

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your fears: Being alone
Your weakness: Being heartbroken
Your perfect pizza: Hawiann N Cheese
Goal you'd like to achieve: Finish school.

LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your thoughts first waking up: Can i die?
Your best physical feature: uhh
Your bedtime: Whenever.
Your most missed memory: High School

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds
Single or group dates: single
Adidas or Nike: Adidas
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Nestea.
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla.
Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: Yes
Cuss: Way too much.
Take a shower: yea,,
Have a crush: Yes on my boyfriend..
Like(d) school: NO hated it..
Do you believe in yourself: Kinda
Think you're a health freak: no.

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Gone to the mall: Obviously.
Been on stage: No.
Eaten Sushi: Eww no
Been dumped: Nope =)
Gone skating: No,
Dyed your hair: Just put more pink in it today

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a stripping game: Yes.
Gotten beaten up: Once
Changed who you were to fit in: lil bit

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLD
Age your hoping to be married:21-25

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye color: Blue.
Best hair color: Brown,
Short or long hair: short

LAYER TEN: WHAT WERE YOU DOING
1 MINUTE AGO: doing this
1 HOUR AGO: watchin tv
1 WEEK AGO: Helpin my boyfriend
1 YEAR AGO: working

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCE
I FEEL: Loved
I HATE: This person
I HIDE: Many things.
I NEED: You daniel

"Daddy's Lil Gurl"

He drops his suitcase by the door,
She knows her Daddy won't be back anymore,
She drags her feet across the floor,
Tryna' hold back tight,
To keep him holding on,
And she says..

Daddy, Daddy, don't leave,
I'll do anything to keep you,
Right here with me,
Can't you see how much i need you?

Daddy, Daddy, don't leave,
Mummy's saying things she don't mean,
She don't know what she's talking about,
Somebody hear me out.

Father, listen,
Tell him that he's got a home and he don't have to go,
Father, stay here,
I would do anything in return,
I'll clean my room, try hard in school,
I'll be good I promise you,
Father, father,
I pray to you.

Now she hasn't slept in weeks,
She don't wanna close her eyes,
'Cos she's scared that you'll leave,
They've tried just about everything,
But it's getting harder now,
For him to breathe,
Then she said..

Daddy, Daddy, don't leave,
I'll do anything to keep you,
Right here with me,
Can't you see how much i need you?

Daddy, Daddy, don't leave,
The doctors are saying things they don't mean,
They don't know what they're talking about,
Somebody hear me out.

Father, Listen,
Tell him that he's got a home and he don't have to go,
Father, Stay here,
I would do anything in return,
I'll clean my room, Try hard in school,
I'll be good I promise you,
Father, Father,
I pray to you.

Please don't let him go (don't let him go),
I'm begging you so (I'm begging you so),
Let him open his eyes(eyes),
Need a little more time(time),
To tell him that I love him more,
Than anything in the world,
It's Daddy's little girl.

Father (Father), Listen (Listen),
Tell him that he's got a home and he don't have to go (Don't have to go)
Father (Father), Stay here (Oh-O),
I would do anything in return,
I'll clean my room, Try hard in school,
I'll be good I promise you,
Father, Father,
She was Daddy's little girl.

"Tonight i want to cry"


Alone in this house again tonight
I got the TV on, the sound turned down and a bottle of wine
Theres pictures of you and I on the walls around me the way that it was and should have been surrounds me
I'll never get over you walkin' away

Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.

Would it help if i turned a sad song on
"All by Myself" would sure hit me hard, now that you're gone
Or maybe unfold some old yellow lost love letters
It's gonna hurt bad before it gets better
But I'll never get over you by hidin' this way

Cause I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.

oOOo

Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with this pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.

mmhmm mm
Well I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
And I thought that bein' strong meant never losin' your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with my pride
Let it fall like rain, from my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry.
mmmhmm mm.

I don't know how to explain it but boi everytime im with you im always happy its really wierd and i know you have her and if i could have the time of day id really show you how much im inlove with you. When i sit there and look at you i wish we were together. I wish i could spend every moment with you. Boi your amazing and everything i've ever wanted in a guy.

Haha wow i was just looking thro all my blogs and
before the summer i said i wasn't ganna date
and was ganna live it up haha not even half way
thro the summer and i was dating im such a tool

Have you ever made out in a bathroom? Yes.
Do you think the last person you kissed is nice? Yes.
Who was the last person to call you? My Sister
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had? Pepsi
When is the last time you cried? Today
Are you scared of spiders? Yeah!
Would you go back in time if you were given the chance? Yea
What are your plans for this weekend? Stayin inside where its warm
Ever been swimming in a lake or river? Both.
Last person you drove with in a car? My mom
What did you last buy? Smokes
What’s irritating you right now? People mostly..
What radio station(s) do you listen to? Vibe 98.5
Are you afraid of the dark? Kinda
Are you listening to music right now? Yes
Do you like Chinese food? Yes
What is the last movie you saw in theaters? Don't remember.
Is there anyone you wish was still in your life? Kinda
Do you get distracted easily? Oh yeah
First time you kissed the last person you kissed? like 2 years ago..
Was this the best year of your life? Not really.
Who are your best friends? Nikki, Bre,Jeff,Joshua,Brett,and more
What was going through your mind during your last kiss?Wow lol
Is it easier to forgive or forget?Forgive.
Are you jealous of someone? Yes.
What last made you laugh the hardest?Lol secret
Do you flirt a lot? Depends.
Would you live with someone without marrying them? Yes.
Have you ever had a dream about people you love dying? Yes.
Who was the last person you cried in front of? My Boyfriend
Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle? Yeah
Who was the last person that made you feel safe, why? Logan..Because i know he would never hurt me
Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? Yea.
Have you ever broken someone’s heart? Yeah
Do you believe that you are a good boyfriend or girlfriend? Ive been told i was..
What did you do yesterday? Went to school
Have you ever dated Someone Older Than You? Yes.
What time did you go to bed at and when did you awake?8--6
Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? Yeah.
Believe in love at first sight? Yes and no

moving and everything is helping me so much
i have realised that i dont need guys in my life
and i got back into school and im really starting
to see how the real world works and im sorry to every
one in cochrane that i ever pissed off Moving is the
best thing ive done yet theres no drama here im back
in school i get to start my life over and nobody knows me