Maybe I'm tired of being who I am?
Although nothing seems to change.
Your the angel with the face I have been looking for.. all over again.
And I cant even watch you smile,
for the innocents in me is going wild.
Your the face that I love to see,
although in my heart it really hurts me.
Your the problem in my eyes
that has me searching for all these lies.
I'm making up all these things that arent really
to protect me from these dreadful feelings I feel.
I'll get over you some how, some way...
But today is just not the day..
Brandi Ennis
Ok, so Me and my friends in newfoundland have a stellar list for the summer. tehehehe. . . .
1. TENT PARTY
2. Baking cookies
3. Pissing off ROY MURPHY, (DOG HURTING BITCH)
4. Having a L.A party, L.A is the bomb.
5. going boating at the pond. xD I love near the ocean but i like the ponds better.
6. Have a picnic in a tent
7. TEA PARTY
8. BOOZE
9. TRAMPOLEAN SLEEPOVER
I MISS YOU ALL SO MUCH</3
Forever and ever, i'll love you : D No matter how much it hurt, I promise to care and try my best and never to desert you. I'll keep your feelings in mind, But for now my dear i fear its time to say goodbye!
Hehehe Im one of those girls that will have you talking. Im one of those girls with a mixed up life. I have different believes and sometimes, my head it gets in to deep some people dont understand the words that i speak. I wear different clothing., and i sing different songs, once and a while I freak out like im young. I get tired and cranky and cause lots of scene,but all of my friend know that , thats me.
it was a cold windy day,
when our three hearts flew away,
were thought it would be forever,
but now we will never be together,
the thunder it boomed
and the lighting it clashed
bring up memories of
of our long past,
we ran in the rain,
like we were insaine,
and for every
moment there was more on
our brains
Most Personal Quiz Ever!
Who were you with in the yesterday? Brittany, Rayden, Kennidie, Chais, Maegan, Alyssa
What woke you up this morning? my alarm clock. phone
Where are you? my basement
Is tomorrow going to be a good day? NOPE I HAVE EXAMS
Did you kiss someone today? nope
Do you like anybody? Yes
THE PAST
Ever thrown up in public? ya
Passed out because of alcohol?: nope
What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?: my Blog
THE FUTURE
What kind of home would you like?: Clean,
What do you want to be when you grow up?: Photographer, * not going to happen*
Where do you see yourself in 5 years?: In Long harrbour being a loner because im moving away from y friends
IN GENERAL
Do you like candy necklaces? YA
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?:1 weeks ago
Do you listen to music every day?: kinda
Do you still go trick or treating?: yeah!!!.
What was the last thing you ate?: Muffin
Are you a fast typer?: Kinda
About how many people have you liked/had a crush on?: 4
What are you doing this weekend? packing
Whats your favorite type of soda? SPRITE
Have you ever moved? yea like 2 times, and this will be my 3rd
Have you ever won an award? Ya
What do you want to do right now? SKIP SCHOOL
Are you listening to music right now?Nope
How long 'till your birthday? um September
When were you the saddest in your whole life? When I gave up on life.
What time is it? 733
Do you use ebay to buy or sell? nope
What makes you mad? Assholes
Have you ever heard a song writte about you? ya
Something you want to happen in 2008? To make friends in dilido
HONESTY SECTION
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear? Purple
2. Honestly, whats on your mind? Packing
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? i am doing this quiz....
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? hahah its to early yet
8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked on the phone with?Brittany
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? yes
10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? yelling
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails? yesss
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? nope
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? YA!!!!
14. Honestly are you keeping a big secret now? yea
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like? Yar
17. Honestly, are you in denial? ???? . . . Idk, i dont think i am but if i was in denial how would i know, D:
18. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? no.
19. Honestly, do you like anyone? NOPE
20. Honestly, does anyone like you? Somepeople
ANGER SECTION
1. What do you do when you're mad? Yelling
2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad? scream, and yell while running on my treadmill as fast as i could swearingmy ass off
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? Ya
4. Do you swear when you're mad? yesss
CRYING SECTION
1.When was the last time you actually cried? 2 days ago
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? Ya
3. Do certain songs make you cry? Ya
4. What usually makes you cry? Broke heart, Moving, Packing up stuff, Goodbye partys
HAPPY SECTION
1. Are you usually a happy person?No
2. What makes you the happiest? Kisses
4. Do you believe in yourself? Nope, I hate myself, Why woudl I,
THE END>
One night a guy & a girl were
driving home from the movies. The
boy sensed there was
something wrong because of the painful
silence they shared between the
that night. The girl then asked the boy to pull over
because she wanted to talk. She told him that her
feelings had changed & that it was time to move on.
A silent tear slid down his cheek as he
slowly reached into his pocket & passed her a folded note.
At that moment, a drunk driver was speeding down
that very same street. He swerved
right into the drivers seat, killing the boy.
Miraculously, the girl survived. Remembering the note, she
pulled it out & read it.
"Without your love, I would die."
If u post this on a bulletin in 5 minutes
someone special will message or call you.!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!
put this on 4 friends comments within 15 mins,if u do, sum one u love will surprise u sum how!! If u don't , u will lose ur love!!!!!
I am who I am,
and i do what I do
im not pretty enough
and im not to sure.
Ive been they i have been since i was born.
If this isn me then tell me
what i am.
because, im tired of this shit
and god has made my his plans
im not that sure
how to act.
hi If I知 too young then
Your too old.
I have lived a life,
And I haven稚 felt this felling before.
You tell me now
That I知 to young.
I fell hurt,
And insane.
Like there is a whole
somewhere in my brain.
Without him
And all you can say is your too young,
Ill prove you wrong.
And day by day I think of him,
But I知 to young.
Speak your words,
And shut your mouth
Because no one is
To young to feel love.
And that is that.
If I知 to young
You are to old.
This feeling leaves me cold.
Black and blue,
Left on the floor,
Like someone cat
At a stray door.
My heart is burning like the rays of sun
And without him there is no fun.
If I知 too young
Your too old
I promise you to keep your story untold.
