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I am doing a FASHION SHOW


I GET TO MODEL A $700 BLAZER!!!!!!!

Saturday, February 10 - 10AM-6PM

Sunday, February 11 - 10AM-5:30PM

at the AGRIPLEX in Cloverdale
 

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If I make the 2nd cut... you might see me on t.v. ..or you might see me on t.v. the 1st time I auditioned WATCH OUT VANCOUVER!... CBC TELEVISION!!! This is an acting, singing, and dancing competition. Soooo I ran into a hot guy in the auditioning stage....sooo my mom was eating in the car and she realized I was already auditioning....the hot guy who opens the door and is gonna audition....taps my mom on the shoulder and saluted her after I was finished my audition for a job well done! if only my mom told me ...i would have said something to him..i did admire looking at him while he was taking a picture... and i should have brought a camera..Hmmmmm... even though I don't make it to the 2nd round... <I'LL FIND OUT THIS WEDNESDAY, January 24, 2007.....so PRAY FOR ME!!!!!..... at least someone liked it... and he just had to be cute....
 

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Triple Sensation - January 16 2007




 

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Yuletide 2006 - 2007


MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!
 

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sOcIaLiTy
shopping.
malling.
canadian idol tuque.
dirty dancing-havana nights.
halloween makeup.
drama about _____-->thanks to AMR.
hangout w/ friends.
brentwood mall.
phone.
just plain craziness and laughter.
 

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Awesome Concert
Yes...... Mariah Carey is my favourite singer! The concert rocked hard! It was pretty damn cool! She sung "I'll Be There," "My All," "Shake It Off," "We Belong Together" and LALALALALA.... hmmmmm her five-range octave.... soooo unbelievable yet retrievable. LOL!

GO MARIAH!!!!
 

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Mariah Carey


MARIAH CAREY CONCERT TONIGHT @ GM PLACE 8pm =XD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
 

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Bill Gates Words of Wisdom
BILL GATES SPEECH TO MT.WHITNEY HIGH SCHOOL in Visalia, California

Love him or hate him, he sure hits the nail on the head with this!

To anyone with kids of any age, here's some advice. Bill Gates recently gave a speech at a High School about 11 things they did not and will not learn in school.

He talks about how feel-good, politically correct teachings created a generation of kids with no concept of reality and how this concept sets them up for failure in the real world.

Rule 1: Life is not fair -- get used to it!

Rule 2: The world won't care about your self-esteem. The world will, expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself.

Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right after high school. You won't be a Vice - President with a car phone until you earn both.

Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss.

Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your Grandparents had a different word for burger flipping. They called it OPPORTUNITY.

Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents' fault, so don't whine about your mistakes, learn from them.

Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents aren't boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills, cleaning your clothes and listening to you talk about how cool you think you are. So before you save the rainforest from the parasites of your parent's generation, try delousing the closet in your own room.

Rule 8: Your school may have done away with winners and losers, but life HAS NOT. In some schools they have abolished failing grades and they'll give you as MANY TIMES as you want to get the right answer. This doesn't resemblence to ANYTHING in real life.

Rule 9: Life is not divided into semesters. You don't get summers off and very few employers are interested in helping you FIND YOURSELF. Do that on your own time.

Rule 10: Television is NOT real life. In real life people actually have to leave the coffee shop and go to jobs.

Rule 11: Be nice to nerds. Chances are you'll end up working for one.

If you agree.... pass it on!
 

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Beginning Today
Beginning Today- I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so.

Beginning Today - I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there waiting for me, to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today.

Beginning Today - I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better.

Beginning Today - I will cherish each moment of my life. I value the gifts bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share these gifts with others.

Beginning Today - I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what barriers there may be which hinder my quest for growth and self-improvement.

Beginning Today - I will take life one day at a time, one step at a time. Discouragement will not be allowed to taint my positive self-image, my desire to succeed or my capacity to love.

Beginning Today - I will walk with renewed faith in human kindness, regardless of what has gone on before. I believe there is hope for a brighter and better future.

Beginning Today - I will open my mind and my heart. I will welcome new experiences. I will meet new people. I will not expect perfection from myself nor anyone else; perfection does not exist in an imperfect world. But I will applaud the attempt to overcome human foibles.

Beginning Today - I am responsible for my own happiness and I will do things that make me happy....admire the beautiful wonders of nature, listen to my favourite music, get a kitten or puppy, soak in a bubble bath. Pleasure can be found in the most simple of gestures.

Beginning Today - I will learn something new. I will try something different; I will savour all the various flavours life has to offer. I will change what I can and the rest I will let go.

I will strive to become the best me I can possibly be!
 

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smile, be happy =)

 

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~*Thanks*~
Just a thank you for all the prayers while I was recooperating.
mae
 

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just be.....
"heal the past, accept the present and dream the future"-RYS.





just be as strong as you can be





-you are my true story-
 

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2 words
-hypnotic trauma-
 

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Keep My Head and Chin Up
"a picture is worth a thousand words"-confucius

just when you think everything is getting better......i falter again. i don't understand how i can just think i'm happy. ugh.... you learn that when you don't deal with things right away it's going to hit you in the face when you least expect it. things that just bugged me before are showing up again. ppl who i thought i could say goodbye to would just reappear in my life. it's the never-ending route of climbing that rocky mountain.

i'm looking back at the problematicals of my own life. i hate looking back at my past. i feel like i have to dig deep to everything that i just wanted to brush off. i wanted to say adios but now it's a bonjour or whatever. hit me right in the heart and who knows what i'll do. i've kept myself busy long enough to avoid my own problems. it doesn't work anymore. everywhere i go i seem to see someone i know that'll trigger my joy and pain.
it's just an obstacle that i have to overcome so i'm just going to keep my head and chin up and keep moving forward.
 

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A Roller Coaster Ride
"My mind is my worst enemy"- shrink


I'm a bit better today, but the mind is taking a toll on me. The mind and body is weak again to the certain extent of getting sick and almost sent to that damn hospital again. I've seen a bunch of health professionals ranging from a psychologist to a youth care worker. Endless meetings and check-ups are out and about. My mother forced me to come with her to pay her Sears bill and make some refunds. I swear! I'm like NOOOOOO! Then again it's not good for me to just sleep all day because then it's a long haul of depression once more. I want to sleep again all day. I was so dizzy walking through Sears and then my mother made me go to American Eagle. HIDE! I saw a classmate's mother of mine from Holy Cross.....I swear they're going to ask me how I am and then maybe go about my reason for not going to Holy Cross and LALALALALALALALAALA. I miss Holy Cross but I think it's good I'm away from all the "drama and stress". Anyway, we left American Eagle and I realized I couldn't walk in a straight line! Seeing people was just sooo dizzy my brain was like hurting or whatever. No! It's not a headache. It's like a tingle or some chemical imbalance.

I feel like going back to school but my body is soooo not ready. Shrink doctor says that no way am I going to be ready for the dance competition at Notre Dame in a week's time. He's right. The health worker was right. I was possibly going to suffer another round of this mental illness stuff. I'm downright recovering. It's taking time, but sometimes I just want to force and stretch that brain muscle of mine to the way I was before. The year of major change. I'm in a new school with a new set of study techniques. It's soo sad! My mind and body are not cooperating! I want to study for a test and if I force myself to study then I'll start to shake. Stress is evil. I used to be able to handle much more stress and load at Holy Cross and in Tamanawis I can't take the littlest stress. My body is responding differently, but I swear if a whole bunch of Holy Crossers came to Public Schools ... we're gonna kick ass!!!! LOL!!! Hmmmm I'm so use to that whole competition thing. It's fun but lifestyles are now different.

So I was talking about Grad to some of my friends and their pictures are next week during the BC CATHOLIC BASKETBALL GAMES. The dance and the Notre Dame Dance Competition is on the same day! I'm not going to both of them. I didn't even go today for my UBC LEADERSHIP CONFERENCE - UBC FUTURE TREKKERS or the KIDS HELP PHONE meeting. I can't handle a lot of brain activity or whatever right now. It feels inactive but at the same time active. I don't know I'm suffering from 4 different mental illnesses. Crazy right? That should explain this whole process. How can one year of stress or how can one year itself can bring it down to this? I'm hanging in there and I'm trying to be strong. It's so hard as it is.
 

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