"a picture is worth a thousand words"-confucius

just when you think everything is getting better......i falter again. i don't understand how i can just think i'm happy. ugh.... you learn that when you don't deal with things right away it's going to hit you in the face when you least expect it. things that just bugged me before are showing up again. ppl who i thought i could say goodbye to would just reappear in my life. it's the never-ending route of climbing that rocky mountain.

i'm looking back at the problematicals of my own life. i hate looking back at my past. i feel like i have to dig deep to everything that i just wanted to brush off. i wanted to say adios but now it's a bonjour or whatever. hit me right in the heart and who knows what i'll do. i've kept myself busy long enough to avoid my own problems. it doesn't work anymore. everywhere i go i seem to see someone i know that'll trigger my joy and pain.
it's just an obstacle that i have to overcome so i'm just going to keep my head and chin up and keep moving forward.