musterdpills - 22, Female, Edmonton
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Jarvis baby!

I can't beleive your not here anymore Jarvis, you are the best boyfriend I could ever ask for. You were the only normal person on this planet who didn't judge, hate, or mock anyone, you always put others before youself. You loved your family so much and you didn't take any of your friends for granted. You lived life to the fullest and I can't think of a thing that you didn't do or better yet a thing you couldn't do. Even though you were this big tough guy and you went out and lived your life more than I did you still had the biggest heart and you treated me so well. And as soon as you came into my life I opened up more and I was more outgoing and finally I found myself, you helped me find who I really was. I felt so confident all the time when I was with you, I was louder in a crowd when you were there by my side and now its like I just want to be alone and by myself just so I can think about you all the time, and its what keeps me close to you.. all the memories. I wish that you were here so we could make more thats all I want, I just want you to be here again for everyone. But I thank God everyday that you came into my life and made me who I am today. I want you to watch over everyone up there, especially your mom and jaye and your dad, and eric, nick and all of your other friends. And right now I really need you, keep being my angel. I love you, noone will ever compare to you, your my number one. I miss you baby, I was your angel and now your mine. Rest your head cutie... everyone misses you so much.
 

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Jarvis Glenn Benoit.. my babypoooo!
You were the only normal person on this planet who didn't judge, hate, or mock anyone, you always put others before youself. You loved your family so much and you didn't take any of your friends for granted. You lived life to the fullest and I can't think of a thing that you didn't do or better yet a thing you couldn't do. Even though you were this big tough guy and you went out and lived your life more than I did you still had the biggest heart and you treated me so well. And as soon as you came into my life I opened up more and I was more outgoing and finally I found myself, you helped me find who I really was. I felt so confident all the time when I was with you, I was louder in a crowd when you were there by my side and now its like I just want to be alone and by myself just so I can think about you all the time, and its what keeps me close to you.. all the memories. I wish that you were here so we could make more thats all I want, I just want you to be here again for everyone. But I thank God everyday that you came into my life and made me who I am today. I want you to watch over everyone up there, especially your mom and jaye and your dad, and eric, nick and all of your other friends. And right now I really need you, keep being my angel. I love you, noone will ever compare to you, your my number one. I miss you baby, 'I was your angel' and now your mine.
 

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B + J

Janurary. 28. 06
My baby Jarvis Glenn Benoit! It was the best year of my life.. you treated me like your Princess. I thank you for being the best boyfriend in the world and the best friend l'll ever have! I remember all the dates we went on before you asked me out and I remember our first kiss so much that I can still see it. Falling in Love with you was the best thing that has ever happened to me, we were together every single day until the day you passed away... we missed eachother when we weren't together for an hour, or just whenever we weren't holding eachother. We loved being together, all the time.. after school it was straight to your house and a bowl of cereal, home improvement and than we would just cuddle for hours and hours occasionaly you would fart on me and most of the time it was funny. I'd get so mad if you farted while I eating though so you would do it anyways, you just loved to piss me off and than you would hug me and calm my temper down afterwards, ahaha it bugged me so much. You also hid the channel changer from me when it would be on the one show I hate. But I bugged you all the time, chewin tp in your ear ugh you would get so frustrated. I loved how we knew absolutely everything about eachother and we knew exactly how to push eachothers buttons, you ARE still the center of my universe and I know if you could tell me that one last time, you would. No one will ever equal up to you, ever, not EVER! I know you never even looked at girls around us, you didn't ever do that you had so much respect for me you barely talked to girls unless I knew them, and I did the same for you, and I'll continue to do so.. we had eachothers passwords on everything and we barely checked eachothers cause we didn't need to, we had so much trust for eachother. You helped me in life so much, you helped me see beauty in things that I never saw before. You have changed so many lives babe. I love you so much and I would do anything to see your gorgeous little smile again. I miss the way you would hold me in your arms for hours and the way you would look into my eyes and tell me how much you love me, I miss everything about you. Your amazing Jarvis, you were nice to everybody and you loved your family and friends so much, thats why you deserve to be in Heaven. Your way too good for this shitty world! All your friends and all your family want you back here, but than they quickly realize that your up there and you can feel no pain up there, your having a good time, its a comfort to know that your having a better time up there than we are down here and your watching over all of us. Everyone misses you but if we all believe in God like you did, we will all see you very soon. I LOVE YOU! I will do anything to see you again. Thanks for holding me through all this, I can honestly feel you with me! Have fun up there, I'll see you very soon. Thank you for being my angel, I remember one time we were cuddling and I asked you if you were set on this earth to be my Angel and you just smiled but I know now that you knew inside that you were.
Rest In Peace babe!
WE ALL LOVE YOU
AND
WE ALL MISS YOU!



All red from dancing haa


Grade 9 skid crew aha.



Let my spirit console you
Let it hold you
Cause in my heart of hearts
You've always been my only one
My Only One

Get on with your life
Promise that to me
Your journey's just begun
Someday we'll meet beyond
The planets and the sun

And I will still love you
I will still feel you
I'll still be with you
I will still be in love



Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead
of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who
will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy
who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the
world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in
front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly
reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky
he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his
friends and says, "..that's her.."
 

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