Nevada,Single and Not Looking

I wish there was a botton i could push or a lever that i could pull
to turn back time and change what i fucked up on or at least go back to the happy and amazing moments i miss and love i regret not doing more and saying more how did i yet again let myself get in this position but one thing ive learned from this is you cant hold on to something to hard and hope for the best and hope that he will change because love is like a butterfly you hold on to tightly the love will die and if you dont hold on tight enough it will fly away right out of your hands but i gess everything happens for a reason but the love i feel for him is still here i watched him fly away with tears in my eyes as i say to him for the last time good bye my lover good bye my friend i love you!

WHEN I LOOK IN THE MIRROR,
I SEE A GIRL WHO`S BEEN THROUGH SOO MUCH,
AND YET, STILL FINDS A WAY TO SMILE AT THE PAST.
SHE STILL LOVES WITH ALL HER HEART, WHATS LEFT ANYWAYS.
AND WHEN YOU SEE HER WALKING DOWN THE STREET,
I CAN GUARTANTEE YOU SHE`LL HAVE HER HEAD UP HIGH
NOT FAKING A SMILE ANY MORE.
AND FOR ALL THOSE PEOPLE WHO TRYED TO BREAK HER,
YOU NEVER WILL!

Jugde me
and ill prove you wrong.
Tell me what to do,
and ill tell you off.
say im not worth it and watch where i end up.
Call me a BITCH and ill show you one.
Fuck me over and ill do it to you twice as bad.
Call me crazy,
but you really have no idea =]