i miss you. i dont want this. i love you.
everytime i meet someone new, everytime i think that this is the one guy that will make me forget everything about my past and start fresh.. you keep coming back into my mind. i can't believe how you are so permanintly burned into my brain, and you affect everything i do. i wish i never met you. all you did was ruin me. you made me so incredibly happy, then cut me down and let me fall. you were my entire life, and then all of a sudden you were none of it. and i can't move on. i keep trying, but i can't stop thinking about you. fuck you.
yesterday i saw a side to you that i never want to see again.
but that bad part is.. i think that was the real you.
i can't believe it.
i am so disapointed in you.
i really hope it all works out..
otherwise you are in so much shit.
lets see how long this stress can last.. honestly.
day 1
day 2
day 3
day 4
no matter how many times i try to make myself better..
i always end up falling back into the same rut that ive been in so
many times before.
you think i'd learn.
remember when we were friends?
i miss those days..
i'd give anything to have you back again.
THE BARBIE TEST
There are exactly 100 questions here,
so finish the survey and count how many you have,
and that is the percentage of the barbie within you.
DO YOU OWN...
you own over 10 bottles of nail polish.
you own perfume that cost over $60.
you had/have fake nails.
you have more body/hair products than you can use.
you own a small dog.
you have clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet.
you have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper.
you own a pink comforter, carpeting, walls or sheets.
Total: 5
DO YOU..
spend more time at the mall than you do at home/work?
have/had a hair color that is not your natural color?
have "blonde moments" at least once a day?
buy stuff because it's awesome, and then never wear it?
constantly keep your phone at your side?
dance around in your room when nobody else is home?
have a name for your car?
you know what celebrity is dating who and who broke up this week?
refuse to go out in public without makeup?
prefer to be called "princess"?
Total: 4
DO YOU ADORE...
makeup
glitter
the color pink
shopping
jewelry
mirrors
chick flicks
shoes
rainbows
unicorns
disney movies
candles
flowers
purses
stuffed animals
Total: 7
DO YOU OWN SOMETHING FROM...
coach
forever 21
victoria's secret
guess
claire's
express
delias
MAC
sephora
bebe
abercrombie and fitch
Total: 3
DO YOU SAY...
bitch
whatever
omg
hun
fugly
that's hot
darling
psh
cute
hot
skank
totally
for sure
fabulous/beautiful
Total: 9
DO YOU READ...
cosmopolitan
glamour
marie claire
elle girl
teen vogue
teen people
cosmo! Girl
us weekly
star
self
perezhilton.com
seventeen
GL
Total: 3
HAVE YOU SEEN...
legally blonde 2
elizabethtown
mean girls
now and then
the notebook
a walk to remember
sweet home Alabama
material girls
just my luck
john tucker must die
centerstage
bring it on, 2
how to lose a guy in 10 days
mona lisa smile
my girl
because i said so
Total: 10
DO YOU WATCH...
lost
americas next top model
project runaway
desperate housewives
the simple life
8th and ocean
sex and the city
grey's anatomy
the O.C.
laguna beach
the hills
gilmore girls
one tree hill
Total: 5
Total= 45
IF YOU SCORED THIS AMOUNT...
1-21 = Not plastic.
22-30= Slightly doll like.
31-40 = Barbie look alike.
41+ = Cold shiny hard plastic.
oh dear! i didn't think i was that bad..
why do you hate me so much?
what did i do except for try to help you.
i never said i loved you. don't put words in my mouth.
but i did say i cared about you.
i guess for you thats not enough.
i really don't want to fold 2 loads of laundry and put more in..
but i need too..
i just want my pizza to come..
and im not even hungry!
god, i'm so lazy and unhealthy...
someone motivate me!!
it sucks when you don't like someone you should..
how do you handle a sitch like this?
