Where to start?
Well, I guess I'll start with what I look like. I have brown eyes and I wear glasses. I have curly dark brown hair, its so dark its almost black, and presently it is a little shorter than shoulder length. My picture is a little old. I have red in my hair once again, only this time it is in the bottom layers, so it isn't as noticable unless I have my hair up. I'm fairly tall. I guess that's about it for what I look like.

I came to Nex to chat with my friends and to hopefully meet some new friends.

For those who don't know me, I may at first come across as shy, but after I've known someone for I while that shyness disappears. I am not afraid to be myself.

Seeing as how I've had enough thinking for now, message me if you want to know more. I don't bite....much.lol

-Music
What I listen to the most right now:
AFI
Apocalyptica
Black Maria
Cute is What We Aim For
Disturbed
Evanescence
Fall Out Boy
Finger Eleven
The Fray (I got to MEET THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
Hawthorne Heights
HIM
Murder City Sparrows
My Chemical Romance
Nickelback
Painc! at the Disco
Papa Roach
The Rasmus
The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Theory Of A Deadman
30 Seconds to Mars
Three Days Grace
The Used

-Movies
-Writing
-Reading
-Night time
-Friends
-Meeting new people
-Having fun

<-------"kinda" is a bit of an understatement!!!!!

Vampire Heart-HIM
You can't escape the wrath of my heart
Beating to your funeral song
All faith is lust for hell regained
And love dust in the hands of shame

Let me bleed you this song of my heart deformed
And lead you along this path in the dark
Where I belong until I feel your warmth

Hold me like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me like you loved the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

I am the thorns in every rose, you've been sent by hope
I am the nightmare waking you up from the dream of a dream of love

Let me weep you this poem as heaven's gates close
And paint you my soul scarred and alone
Waiting for your kiss to take me back home

Hold me like you held on to life
When all fears came alive and entombed me
Love me like you loved the sun
Scorching the blood in my vampire heart

--Dedicated to those who know of the inside joke I share with my family and friends

Prelude 12/21-AFI

This is what I brought you this you can keep,

This is what I brought you may forget me.

I promise to depart just promise one thing,

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

This is what I brought you this you can keep,

This is what I brought you may forget me.

I promise you my heart just promise to sing,

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

This is what I thought,

I thought you need me,

This is what I thought so think me naïve,

I promise you a heart you'd promise to keep,

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep.

The Face of God-HIM

I'm drained but aching for more
And the devil inside is reading
The words of the saddest poem
To be engraved on the stone on my grave

I'd kill to share your pain (and carry the shame)
And sell my soul for you just to say:

"I dream what you're dreaming
And feel what you're feeling
Love's the shadow on our wall
With the face of God"

Nothing will be enough
For the ones who keep on stumbling
In the garden of withering trust
Without the courage to leave

I'd take my life for your kiss (grant me this)
And lose it all to take you across the abyss

I dream what you're dreaming
And feel what you're feeling
Love's the shadow on our wall
With the face of God

You dream what I'm dreaming
And see what I'm seeing
Love's our shadow on the wall
With the face of God

Labyrinth in the shape of a heart
Loves' secret architecture
I find myself to be lost in the
Arms of your fate

I'd kill to share your pain (please let me stay)
And sell my soul for you just to say
Loves name in vain
Again and again...

I dream what you're dreaming
And feel what you're feeling
Love's our shadow on the wall
With the face of God

You dream what I'm dreaming
And see what I'm seeing
Love's our shadow on the wall
With the face of God

Pain-Three Days Grace

Pain, without love

Pain, I can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

You're sick of feeling numb

You're not the only one

I'll take you by the hand

And I'll show you a world that you can understand

This life is filled with hurt

When happiness doesn't work

Trust me and take my hand

When the lights go out you will understand

Pain, without love

Pain, I can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love

Pain, I can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Anger and agony

Are better than misery

Trust me I've got a plan

When the lights go off you will understand

Pain, without love

Pain, I can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love

Pain, I can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing

Rather feel pain

I know (I know I know I know I know)

That you're wounded

You know (You know you know you know you know)

That I'm here to save you

You know (You know you know you know you know)

I'm always here for you

I know (I know I know I know I know)

That you'll thank me later

Pain, without love

Pain, can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love

Pain, I can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Pain, without love

Pain, I can't get enough

Pain, I like it rough

'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all

Rather feel pain than nothing at all

Rather feel pain