everybody`s got their problems
everybody says the same things to you
it`s just a matter how you solve them
& knowing how to change the things you`ve been through
i feel i`ve come to realize
how fast life can be compromised
step back to see what`s going on
i can`t believe this happened to you
this happened to you
it`s just a problem that i`m faced with am i
not the only one who hates to stand by
complications that are first in this line
with all these pictures running through my mind
knowing endless consequences
i feel so useless in this
get back
step back
& as for me, i can`t believe
part of me, won`t agree
cause i don`t know if this for sure
suddenly, suddenly
i don`t feel so insecure
part of me, won`t agree
cause i don`t know if this for sure
suddenly, suddenly
i don`t feel so insecure
anymore
everybody`s got their problems
everybody says the same things to you
it`s just a matter how you solve them
but what else are we supposed to do
part of me, won`t agree
cause i don`t know if this for sure
suddenly, suddenly
i don`t feel so insecure
part of me, won`t agree
cause i don`t know if this for sure
suddenly, suddenly
i don`t feel so insecure
anymore
why do things that matter the most
never end up being our choice
now that i find no way so bad
i don`t think i knew what i had
why do things that matter the most
never end up being our choice
now that i find no way so bad
i don`t think i knew what i had
Answer truthfully girls..
What color is your bra today? white w/ black lace
Do you swear alot? yes, when mad
Do you straighten your hair? yes all thee time
Whats your favorite girl magazine? dont have one
Do you wear clothes/shoes/jewelry that's uncomfortable? only if i had to
Did you ever spend all day/night getting pretty for a guy? nopee
Did you ever cry during a romantic movie? once :$
Would you leave the house without makeup on? if im in a rush
Do you consider making out "unladylike"? nope
On the scale of 1-10 how fun is shopping? 9 if its serious shoopping w/ the girls
Do you think lipgloss is the best? no i prefer chapstick :$
Do you freak out if you miss your favorite show? noppee
How long does it take you to get ready in the morning? ahah um an hour 30 mins if scrubbed
Do you like skater boys? lol yees
Is pink the best color in the world? fuck no
Have you ever dressed unlike yourself to impress a guy? noppee
Do you often wish there was something you could change? all the time
Do you dress up too much for holidays? only if im forced
Do you like to wear dresses? no, only if the dress is cute
Do you write a lot of mushy love poems? no, im a bad poet
On a scale of 1-10 how much do guys confuse you? 8
In the past 24 hours have you hung out with a guy(s)? yup
Part 1: How I Came To Be
Were you a planned baby?: i hope so
Were you the first?: nope, the last
Were your parents married when you were born?: yeah
Whens your birthday?: april 28th
Part 2: My Family
How would you describe your family? loll interesting
Are your parents married, divorced or separated? married
If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest? youngest -.-
Did you wish you had any other siblings? hhhmmm older older sister
Which parent do you get along with best? daddy <3
Do you have step parents?: nope
Part 3: The Friends
Do you have more than one best friend? yessiir
Do you share the same interests? ummm for the most part ?
Which one friend can you tell anything to? uummmm bunny (:
Whos the shyest friend you have? hhhmmm christie le !
Whos the funniest friend you have? hhmmm bunny
Who can always make you laugh? most of them
Part 4: Your Personality
How high/low is your self esteem? depends who im with
Do you get depressed about things easily? umm sometimes
Are you happy? yeah
Do you live life to the fullest? not as much as i would
Do you regret anything? yes i do
Are you funny? does funny looking count ? (:
Are you shy? depends, not usually =P
Are you loud?: ahah for the most part
Part 5: Appearance
Are you comfortable with the way you look?: not really
Do you have any piercings besides your ears?: noope but I'm getting
How do you dress? normal ?
Are you tall or short?: uumm middle (:
What colour is your hair? bbllacckkk
What colour are your eyes? dark brown
Part 6: The Past
Were you a strange child?: sshs um you could say that
Do you have the same friends? nope
Was there anything in your past that was traumatizing? a couple of experiences
Part 7: The Future
Do you want to get married? eventually yeaah
Do you want to have kids ?: yeees
How many?: 2-3
Part 8: The Outdoors
Do you prefer indoors or outdoors? outdoors
What is your favorite season? fall
Favorite weather?: hhhmmmm thuderstorming
Do you like walking in the rain?: if my hairs curly
Part 9: Food
Are you a vegetarian?: yeessiirr
What is your favorite food?: dont have one
What food makes you want to gag? durian -.-
What is your favorite dessert?: dont have one
What is your favorite restaurant?: don't have one
Are you a fussy eater: nope
Part 10: Relationships and Love
Do you think love is the best feeling in the world? its up there i guess
Do you believe in love at first sight?: hhmm its possible i guess
ONE - name? nisha
TWO - Are you single? nope
THREE - Whats your favorite number? 9
FOUR - What color do you wear most? hhhmm i uno
FIVE - Least favorite color? i dont have one (:
SIX - What are you listening to? american boy
SEVEN - Do you smoke cigarettes? nope
EIGHT - Are you happy with your life right now?: you could say that
NINE - Anyone ever said you resemble a celebrity? ahaha yeah
TEN - What is your favorite class(es) in school? daaannceeeeee ♥
ELEVEN - Do you shop at hollister/abercrombie/AE? suree
ohsofunny. . .
it`s funny how hello is always accompanied with goodbye,
t`s funny how good memories can start to make you cry.
it`s funny how much you'd lose if you forgot about your past.
it`s funny how "friends" can just leave you when you're down.
it`s funny how people change and think they are so much better.
it`s funny how many lies can be packed in one "love letter".
it`s funny how people forgive even though they can't forget.
it`s funny how one night can contain so much regret.
it`s funny how promises can be broken as easily as they were made
it`s funny how its so hard to earn trust yet so easy to lose it
it`s funny how ironic life turns out to be.
WHAT WOULD YOU RATHER BE CALLED ?
001. Babe or Baby: baby
002. Sweetie or Honey: sweetie
003. Darling or Dear: darling
THIS OR THAT
004. hug or kiss: kiss
005. white or black: black
006. ground or sky: sky
007. night or day: night
008. pool or hot tub: hot tub
009. love or lust: love
010. you or me: you
011. silver or gold: silver
012. left or right: left
013. sunny or rainy: rainy
014. hot or cold: cold
015. lake or river: river
DO YOU
016. eat 3 meals a day: sometimes
017. like someone: . of course
018. believe in love at 1st sight: sure
019. like school?: yes
HAVE YOU EVER
020. been camping: yes
021. eaten alligator: not yet
022. gotten in a physical fight: yes
023. been out of the country: yes <3
024. held a grudge for more than a week: yes !
025. killed something: yes
026. had a mud fight: not yet
THIS OR THAT
027. kissing on the bed or kissing in the rain: rain
028. watching a scary movie or a funny one: scary
029. holding hands or being held: being held
030. held at the shoulders or held at the waist: waist
A-Z
A- AVAILABLE?: nope
B- BEST SPORT?: hockey
C- CRUSH?: yes?
D- DOGS NAME?: chaii <3
E- Easiest person(s) to talk to?: kaylee ♥
F- FAV. COLOR?: blue
G- GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS?: bears !
H- HOMETOWN?: brampton
J- FAV. JUICE?: hhmm guava (:
K- KIND OF MUSIC?: rock + r&b
L- LONGEST CAR RIDE?: 29 hours
M- MILK FLAVOR?: chocolate
N- NUMBER OF SIBLINGS?: 2
O- ONE WISH?: we would be best friends love would never end it would just being ♥ LOL
P- PHOBIA/FEARS?: porclein dolls
Q- FAV. QUOTE?: be the change you wish to see in the world/ everything happens for a reson
R- REASON TO SMILE?: my retarded boyfriend <3
S- SONG YOU LAST HEARD: wont let you go
T- TIME YOU WOKE UP TODAY?: 2:00 pm
U- UNKNOWN FACTS ABOUT YOU?: i get hurt easily but dont care what you think
V- VEGGIE YOU DONT LIKE?: hhmmm avacado !
W- WORST HABIT?: biting my nails :$
X- X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD: uumm 1 or 2 ?
Y- YUMMY FOOD?: umm noodles ?
Z- Zodiac Sign?: taurus
PRESENTLY
01. is your hair wet? nope
02. is your cell phone right by you? yes
03. do you miss someone ? . yes
05. are you wearing chapstick: no
07. are you tired: a little
08. are you excited: not at all
09. are you watching tv: nope
10. are you wearing pajamas: yes
HAVE YOU
01. recently done anything you regret: yes, very much so
02. ever lied: too much
03. ever stuck gum under a desk: yup
04. ever kicked someone?: not recently but yes
05. ever trip over your own feet?: . yea :$
TODAY
01. have you cursed: no
02. have you yelled at someone: no
03. have you gotten mad at someone: no
04. have you cried: yes
05. have you called more than 3 people: no
06. have you IM'd more than 3 people: yes
Q 01: is there a person who is on your mind right now?
A 01: yes
Q 02: where is the last place you went?
A 02: fredys house
Q 03: who is the last person you called?
A 03: bunny
Q 04: who do you like more, your mom or dad?
A 04: at the moment, my dad
Q 05: do you have any siblings?
A 05: . yes
Q 06: do you smile often?
A 06: . not lately . .
Q 07: do you think that someone is thinking about you right now?
A 07: yes
Q 08: do you wish on stars?
A 08: all the time
Q 09: do you untie your shoes every time you take them off?
A 09: never
Q 10: when did you last cry?
A 10: few hours ago
Q 11: do you like your handwriting?
A 11: not at all
Q 12: are you a friendly person?
A 12: when in a good mood
Q 13: who's bed did you sleep in last night?
A 13: nithias
Q 14: what color shirt are you wearing?
A 14: green
Q 15: do you have any pets?
A 15: nope
Q 16: what is the color of your bedsheets?
A 16: beige and brown
Q 17: what were you doing at 3pm yesterday
A 17: cleaning
Q 18: I can't wait until...
A 18: school starts
Q 19: look to your right. what's there?
A 19: mirror
Q 20: ever cried yourself to sleep?
A 20: yes
Q 22: ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
A 22: yes
Q 23: song that makes you cry or really emotional?
A 23: titanic song
Q 24: are you normally a happy person?
A 24: sure
Q 25: has anyone ever said 'i love you' to you?
A 25: yes
Q 26: if yes do you think they meant it?
A 26: i know he does
08/22/08 getting my life back on track
the moon looks so beautiful right now
