My life up to this point has been a coma fantasy

Ive been in the psych ward 4 times in the past year and a half

I have Bipolar disorder and if you ever want to get it too just ask your doctor to put you on acutane then take antibiotics and smoke weed and drink casually wait till you have an enlightenment and then call the ambulance when you start writing on the walls and smashing all of your material posessions.

You'll end up in the mental wing of a hospital for about 2 weeks at this point i highly recommend you ask for valproic acid and risperdol then continue your life with a hightened sense of everything. Just remember to take your meds and stay away from Olanzipene and Lithium as these are deppressants.

Start to see a psychiatrist on a regular basis and don't forget to take a personality test and especially dont forget to tell your doc what your cravings are if this be pot, cigarettes, extacy, crack, heroin. As they will have safer supplements to give you and you will be happy as a clam the re