SHIT that was alot of damn typing. i dont smoke weed, or do any druggs(DO I NEED TO FUCK MYSELF UP NE MORE THAN I AM ALREADY?????!!!!!!)shit i talk to much.......i do drink..... lol true chuggs wake up drunk(yea janna) all i have to fucking say is keap on rockin in the free world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE GOTH PIMP
HATE AND LOVE, THE TWO MAJOR FEELINGS IN EVERYDAY LIFE, ARE THE CLOSEST FEELINGS THAT OPPOSE EACH OTHER... WHEN U DONT KNO SOMEONE ITS DIFFICULT TO HATE SOME ONE BUT IF U LOVE THEM ITS SOOO MUCH EASIER............ i guess thats why i hate Kate so much....
BIPOLAR
Why cant i talk to you
whan every fucking time i think of you
I feel like im drifting away
you fucked up again ive got nuthin more to say
Im bipolar, with a hint of dissasociation
phsycosis on the side,
my anti-social personality,
its my reality, look at me
Im bipolar
My head is spinning oh god i cant think
what the fuck is with you
I want to be normal, im just gonna sink
deeper in this hate, further in this love for you
Im bipolar with a hint of dissasociation,
phsycosis on the side,
my anti-social parsonality,
its my reality, look at me
Im bipolar
Im ur fucked up gothic boy
no drug will calm me
the people that fuck with me think im a toy
my phsyciatrist doesnt know whats wrong with me
Im Bipolar with a hint of dissasociation
phsycosis on the side
my anti-social parsonality
its my reality, look at me
Im bipolar
im just stuck in this world so i was told
i can feel he hatred burning inside
those fake people are waiting for rage to unfold
from myself i try to run and hide
Im bipolar with a hint of disasociation
phsycosis on the side
my anti-social personality,
its my reality, look at me
Im bipolar
My problems make me feel so enslaved
Iwant to fly away
On the wall i see what's egraved
i know i cant stay
Im bipolar with a hint of dissasociation
phsycosis on the side,
my anti-social personality,
its my reality, look at me
Im bipolar
Pain, Hatred, Love, Suicide
pulling the hair out of my head i know i cant hide
Unballanced, asymetrical, up-down, up-down
in all this shit i drown
Im bipolar, with a hint of dissasociation
phsycosis on the side,
my anti-social personality
its my reality, look at me
Im bipolar
going down, down, down, down
I wanna leave this town
Why the fuck do u try and suck me in
Fuck you and your bullshit, you cant win
Im bipolar with a hint of dissasociation,
phsycosis on the side,
my anti-social personality,
its my reality look at me
Im bipolar
KNOWN, UNKNOWN
Look deeper into my eyes
do you see my pain?
If you could only hear my cries,
from feeling it i refrain.
What's known is only the beginning of what's unknown.
Welcome to my world, wecome to my home.
Take my hand, I'll take you deep inside.
Inside myself, further into my world.
Only in trust, to you I confide.
But the truth can't be told.
What''s known is only the beginning of what's unknown.
Welcome to my world, welcome to my home.
My distorted dreams consist of hate, love, and suicide.
Missing, yet there, is the feeling of lust.
My emotional roller coaster, it's a fun ride.
Make me mad, only my blackened heart I trust.
What's known is only the beginning of what's unknown.
Welcome to my world, wlecome to my home.
My head is spinning, I can't think.
Only I can dream.
Deeper in this deadly lust I sink.
More and more I want to scream.
What's known is only the beginning of what's unknown.
Welcome to my world, welcome to my home.
FUCK EVERYTHING I'VE DONE FOR ALL OF YOU!!!!
YOU DON'T DESERVE MY RESPECT 'NOR MY LOVE!!!!!