She was born, yet it feels like im dead. i cant have her home, cant have her here.
it feels like my life is falling apart, in some ways
my fiance doesnt love me too much anymore, well thats what it feels like
and im not making anyone happy. and that means me too.
what am i supposed to do, i know i need to stick around for my little girl.
but what about the home life?
i feel so run down, so stressed, and close to loosing it.
these people dont have a fucking clue what its like to loose your child, yet know its not dead.
yet they take and take so freely, and beleive its their right to such power.
its disgusting, revolting, and wrong, for such a belief.
you figure it out. why cant someone ELSE be judged based on what ppl dont know.
it feels like an intrusion of my personal life that someone shouldnt know about.
yet the government, allows such actions taken on the public.
AND at the same time they want us to trust their judgement on what they do
so i guess all i can really say is life is hell... sometimes