I hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
I foucused on the pain
the only thing thats real
the needle tears a hole
the old fimliary sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything
what have i become
my sweetess friend
everyone i know
goes away every year
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let u down
i will make you hurt
i wear this crown of thorns
apoun my iers chair
full of broken thought
i can not repair
beneath the stains of time
the feelings disapear
you are someone else
i am still right here
what have i become
my sweetess friend
everyone i know
goes away every year
and you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let u down
i will make you hurt
if i could start again
a million miles away
i will keep myself
i would find a way