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my one.

10:59pm | Jul 10, '08 | Public

i miss you.

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11:18pm | Jan 11, '08 | Public

i still remember the day we met..
i never thought anything of it at the time ..
but that was a great day
cause i met you.

ya its not the most romantic story
we met on the bus
but frankly i gotta say, best bus ride ever

but the thing i remember is,
right after i got off the bus i realized that you got to me,
i wanted to know who you were and all about you.

everytime i seen you my heart would race and i was instantly happy
i guess you could say i was "crushin" you
i couldn't stand not to see you
cause your cute smile, crazy attitude, and amazing personality,
would always make the best of my day,
i was drawn to it

ever since then i have got to know you much more!
and the times that we shared will stay with me forever, i promise
because they are some of the best times i have ever had.

our inside jokes,
odd places of stopping,
awkward incidents
careless actions,
and everthing we just .. did
it has drawn me closer to you,

see when i'm not around you, i miss you
and when i can't have you, i want you
when i don't know where you are, i think of you
some may say, you love him,
who knows maybe i do, maybe i don't
but i'm not going to say i do, or i don't

all i know is that, i want him, all of him.
i want to be able to cuddle at night,
and kiss him when we say goodbye,
i want him to hold me when times are tough
and to share great moments with

still to this day, when i see you
my heart still races, you make it go faster and slower at the same time.
i wonder, will it ever happen?am i good enough?
i hope, maybe it could?
i admire, your personality and attitude
i long for, the great times wev'e had b/c i want more of them
it makes my day
. . .

My feelings, thoughts i have expressed above are so very true!
if only it were that easy to say to you, and if only you could realize it to.

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[fourteen.]

05:10am | Dec 10, '07 | Public

i wish you could see how much you mean to me!
how can i make it more clear to you bb?

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[thirteen.]

02:11am | Dec 10, '07 | Public

Oh don't you worry hunny,
I'M DONE!

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How can i tell if you are acting so odd?

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10:40pm | Nov 28, '07 | Public

Seriously, Do i mean anything to you?

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how much you mean to me ...

04:56am | Nov 24, '07 | Public

I've liked you for as long as i can remember..
You mean so much to me..
We used to have so much fun..
But then she came..
and all of the sudden..
there was no more talking..
no more great memorable nights..
just when i thought you were mine..
you were swept away..
in an instant..

we talk again..
and everytime i see you i get butterflies in my stomach..
i no it Cleche but its true..
sometimes i dont know what to say..
when i see you and we talk..
thats the best part of my day to me..

i thought many times of what i could do..
to make you want me instead of her..
but then i thought..
if i did something wrong which made you angry with me..
i wouldn't be able to live with myself..
i would rather you be in my life as a friend..
than not at all..

Even though it's may hurt me so much..
if being with her is what makes you happy..
i think i'd rather live with that..
because if i have to live in constant pain everyday but you are happy..
in someways it is better..
because that is how much you really mean to me..

ilu

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that one special boy..

05:10am | Nov 22, '07 | Public

Every girl has that one boy, that they'll never get over.
That one guy that makes you laugh all the time.
That one that gives you butterflies.
That one who remembers all the stupid things you say
and reminds you about it months from now.
That one who has his name written all over your heart.That one who you compare to everyone.
That one you never get sick of talking or hearing about.That one you cry over and over about.
That one that no one can understand why him.
That one everyone thinks you can do better than.
That one you ask why her and not me.
That one when you first saw him you knew you loved him....That one that in some way ends up not being yours.

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02:29am | Nov 22, '07 | Public

your jealouse!

You only wish you were as cool as us!

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01:12am | Nov 22, '07 | Public

Why cant i get over you?
and why does it hurt so bad?

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answer me this...

05:00am | Nov 15, '07 | Public

why can't things be how they used to be...

.. when we would go get coffe and have the funniest conversations, acting like retards not care what each other thought, having all of our own little inside jokes, laughing so hard at everything till it hurt our stomachs...

... making pants in the middle of the street, just us talking, taking walks just to talk about stuff that was on our minds, not caring what other thought of us, boys didn't really matter when it was just our time, when we could talk about anything..

... when we could kiss each other and it wouldn't matter what other people thought, when there wasn't other certain people that could stand in the way of our actions, when you would hold me and i would feel special, whenever i spent time with you i didn't have to wonder if there was someone else you were worrying about, when i thought you liked me back..

... when i was happy all the time and not sad, when things weren't so complicated and i wasn't really all that mad, when things were normal,
when life was good and not bad

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04:42pm | Nov 10, '07 | Public

Maybe i can't just be Friends with you..

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Lovely

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04:36pm | Nov 10, '07 | Public

"She's the queen and i love her, that must make me king"

Why aren't there real Seth Cohens in the world?

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04:15pm | Nov 10, '07 | Public

why are people so fucking rude?
why are they so disrespectful?
why don't they fucking listen the first time you say something?
why are people liars?
why do people say something to your face, and then show you that differently?
why are guys assholes?
why are girls bitches?

what the fck is wrong with people?

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What should i do with my hair?

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11:27pm | Nov 08, '07 | Public

Black or Blonde?

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Daily thoughts

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05:46am | Nov 07, '07 | Public

How is somebody really your best friend?
Who are your real friends?
Why dont you ever get the guy?
Are you actually pretty?
Do people really want to be your friend?
Do people actually mean what they say?
Who can you trust?
Anyone?
How many more times are you really going to be backstabbed?
What is wrong with you?

These are questions i ask my self everyday

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