have u ever felt like no matter what u do, people jsut let u down, if its not one thing its another. my whole life people have been making me false promises.....and knowing me i fall for it every time.........it might be jsut something small, but in the end, it hurts just a little. i am searching for a man, not a boy a man that cud be there thru laughs and cries..........everytime i think i have found something in a person, it just goes to shit........is it me perhaps? i dunno.....is it becuz im 2 real for people to understand? i am me, and thats it. so im leaving u with this ending to my first blog entry........get to know the real me, dont judge at what u see, im deeper than that......look inside and ull see that im more than jsut a pretty face, im really fun to be with.