The best years of our lives

Good days, bad days
Combined into one
Great parties
With drinking and all that fun
Working with hangovers
Getting into fights
A bunch of bad stuff
That you know is right
Boyfriends, best friends
Fakers galore
Schoolwork, homework
God, what a bore
Sleeping in on weekends
Staying up late at night
Walking in the rain
Sitting by firelight
Watching TV.
Or hanging in fives
Don’t you see
These are the best days of our lives

By Jennifer Ridsdale


Behind
Behind these eyes
Are tears of fear
Of getting hurt
By those held dear

Behind these lips
Are words unspoken
Of useless wishes
And hearts long broken

Behind this chest
Is a heart of pain
Overflowing with sorrow
And barely keeping sane

Behind what you see
Is a person you’ll never know
But if you look closely
Some feelings may show

The creature

By
Jennifer Ridsdale

Watching me
I know that it is
It’s been watching for a while
Waiting to strike
Waiting to surrender
To the bloodlust in it’s heart
It will get me
My blood will drip from its lips
As I watch it kill me
I will see a hunger in its eyes
A hunger being fed
A normality returning
And a fear from realization
Realization of what it’s done
But it earned its feast
And it took it’s time to do it
Working and waiting
Searching and stalking
It used its skills to get me
Ripping and clawing away
To break open the flesh
To breach the tender meat
To taste the blood
Upon it’s tough
To feel its warmth going down it’s thought
It deserved a feast for a king
It deserved to live
And experience a kill again
But guilt and shame
Will consume it
For taking another’s life
Depression will over lap it
Making its life dark
Shadows will follow it everywhere
Deeper into the darkness it will sink
Until the hunger returns
So overwhelming
That nothing else matters
But to satisfy it
So another must be found
Another must be watched
Another must be waited for
And another must be killed

Sometimes you just need someone to point things out before you realize how blind you really were

I think of crying as a weakness, but crying is all i want to do

when i asked you why you treat me like a angel, you said "i treat you like a angel because i think of you as a angel in disguise."

if you need to see it to belive it, then go look for it

you love me even though i can't love you

if you stay i'll run, but if you run i'll be crushed
Or
Ir you stay I�ll run but I could never live without you.

some days you just want to hate everyone

how could you love me when even i hate myself

it's called a dream because it could never be reality

i've no reason to feel this way, so why do i?

you make me wish for life, yet continue to hide in death

girl: we just can't be together anymore
guy: why? we're good together
girl: no we're not.
guy: why?
girl: (tears slightly start to fall) because you and i are like a rolercoaster. we have our ups and our downs. but in the end we're left shaken and exausted from all the screaming

everyone has their days, when they just want to curl up in a ball, become invisible, and cry.

as i watched you walk away, i whispered "i love you". as you walked away, you whispered "burn in hell".

even though i've been hurt, i can still love

whoever said it's wrong to kill never lived with you

just because it should be, doesn't mean it is

tonight blood will be spilled, and i will be the cause

i don't belive in fighting, but i do belive in revenge

to sleep forever would be a dream come true

love is only a beautiful thought, hate is the truth

i'm not mad at you, i just hate you

if your this cute when you cry, i would love to see you mad

i will cry a thousand tears before i realize it's useless

you hurt me, but now it's my turn

i want you gone, but i can't live without you

break my heart i'll break your neck

the comma should not be there, it should not be about, it should not be there, when the is, is out

even a person's worse mistake is for a reason

Your eyes captivate me, surround me and eventually will drown me

Guy- how are you feeling? Better?
Girl- not really, I�m still sick.
*guy goes to kiss girl. Girl blocks kiss with hand*
Girl- you can�t kiss me, you�ll get sick too!
Guy- I would rather be sick forever than go one day with out kissing you.
*guy goes to kiss girl again, girl in awe doesn�t object. Guy kisses her passionately*
Guy- so do you feel better now?
Girl- not really, I�m a little dizzy now*smiles at guy*
Guy- *laughs*

Cherish your friends like they could die today.

a lie is nothing more than a illusion created at will.

you broke down my walls, and without you, i have nothing holding me together